Missy Kat

Yay! New Updates!

2012-01-16T03:35:00.006+08:00

WE'VE DISCOVERED A NEW DINNING PLACE NEAR MY HOUSE!

WOODY'S PUB CAFE. Lols. Introduced by a taxi driver.

Baby's & my Huge spy wine float :D

My Steak order. The mushroom sauce is very nice. Everything was quite well, the only bad point is there is sands on the other half so i couldn't finish it. :(

Vegetable Soup. HAHA! & Baby's fish and chips. The fish taste alittle similar to mac's filet-o-fish.

See! So Enjoying his fish and chips!

Last but not least, Jumbo Satay & Buffalo wings.

The buffalo wings is really nice & spicy. There's 8 selctions to choose from and the spiciest is triple spicy. Starting from spicy it's REALLY SPICY to us already. cause we chose spicy and I only managed to eat one. I wanted another one but it's too hot for me. LOL! DONT BE MISUNDERSTOOD BY NORMAL. Because it stands for "normal spicy".
I misunderstood it, so I choose spicy. Who knows~ it's considered the 4th spiciest. So it goes something like Very mild, mild, bla bla bla~ spicy, very spicy, Double very spicy, triple very spicy... I AM BEEN CHEATED! LOL.

A great dinning experience. Just that again, we ordered too much food.
So we take away. haha! I am super satisfied! but cant stop putting on weights fml !

fOLLOWinG dAY~~~................

Went to ION orchard to shop for new year clothes.
Had our brunch at wisma food republic teppanyaki.
LOL! I didn't know there's a booth like this in food republic. Thanks honey!

We did shopped from 5 plus till 9 plus. a Short 4 hours time, My boyfriend is hungry again! Went to Asian kitchen. & finally do the last few shopping at ION and headed to cine.

Went to Kbox. YAY! Boyfriend sing till want no voice liao So i am self entertaining -.-
Then we leave at 3am & went for a movie session. So long didn't watch movie already.
GREAT! reached baby's house 6plus. bathed & we played maple. LOL! 8 plus went out to pray his ahma with his family and when everything is done, it's already 3plus in the afternoon.
Went to OG to get bedsheet blablabla.... I think I already cannot tong liao.
Guess what, went back baby's house, I PLAYED MAHJONG WITH HIS SISTERS -.- WTF.

Slept at 8plus till 11pm! SHOCKED cause baby have to book in! and the alarm supposed to ring at 10.15pm But guess we are too dead beat so didnt heard any ringings.
Rush through everything, i came back home. and now, 4.50am I am still sitting here blogging. LOL! I AM SUPER GODDESS ALREADY!

Gonna go see doctor tomorrow so have to sleep now.
Seriously I am damn tired. Am glad that I am tired so I can sleep.

Happiest now ! I believe it's what I deserve. :D

LOVES. ♥

New Year

2011-12-21T03:10:00.004+08:00

Every new year, we always said hope next year would be a better year.
Even though we might always ended up saying ... year is a shit year.
But still it's better to said than nothing. & we should make it a better year.

Browsed through some of my posts last year, I really see many differences in me & in you.
And probably everyone. we are all changing.

I wanted to be much better than what I used to be.
I wanted to fulfill things that I am unable to fulfill.
I wanted to be a better girlfriend, but also i need your cooperation. tyvm.

Everything will stay strong. Friendship, Relationship & Kinship!

2011-11-26T18:35:00.003+08:00

I don't know what kind of situation we are in now.
Last night, I will never forget.. for forever.
I don't know why things would ended up this way.
You really never let these hurting end..
chances are given, but once again, you've let me down.
Why do you have to make things turn sour.

I don't understand why you can treat like nothing happened the next day.
It's like stabbing me and smiling to me like nothing has happened at the same time.
I am human. Not someone who is cold blooded and no feeling.
Why do you have to always treat me this way. It's been awhile already.
Why aren't you changing. What do you take me for.

~

2011-10-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

What a boring friday night.
Bad headahce some more ):
Argh... Waiting for bf to come over after his outfield tmr morning.
& I am still having some cramps... tired ttm!

Bye.

Hi

2011-09-10T04:42:00.001+08:00

It's so surprising that i have the mood for blogging. It's a very rare thing since i've quitted blogging for like 4 months already.

I just had my bday last few day.
I was really depressed for quite a couple of days.
My family celebrated my birthday earlier as they were going overseas.

Chocolate cake from mummy((:

So the day before my birthday, I was with my dearest stallon.
He bought a small cake and we celebrated my bday with his family and his big sis through webcam as she's at London.

I put my photo small small cause I think I dun look nice in this pic. haha!

Next day, stallon have to go back camp he ask for stay out cause he wanted to accompany me.
So while i was out with my BFFs to celebrate my bday, he stay at home and slp.
I wanted to accompany both sides. Cause I love them too.
I was really happy that day.. cause that's my first present received.
and also, people whom i expected to celebrate birthday with me, failed to text/date me.
I was really disappointed. Since you girls really make some effort I of course appreciate much.

For 3 years, I didn't received presents or anything from ya.
That's why I ..... Well I expected presents already, but I also dunno why *~*
Thanks Jumbo muacks.

It's 3.43am now.
I should be sleeping! Going shopping tomorrow and belated bday with my BABY!
If he found out I haven sleep sure nag at me again :(
just have the mood to blog, so gonna jot it down before the feeling faded......

okays, now what i am going to write is about 2days back.
The day before we went court with my boyfriend, I did not sleep.
So can guess what will happen the next day.
After court... it's like a super long day to me...
Went to Marina Boulevard to collect ntuc voucher with baby's mum and baby.
Slack quite awhile at the cafe while waiting for the "cheong sisters" to meet us up.
Then went to AMK. My goodness, I was really gonna faint! Super tired and nua.

That day really meet many people x.x super long grandmother story.
Let me count.... Stallon's mummy, Stallon, Me, Jerlin, Jerlin's bff, Jez, Jer's bff's parents...
In the end... with our SHAG mental and body, we headed home.
Dirty ah ting never bath jiu sleep liao! I also never bath :x hahaha!
I slept for about an hour then went to bath. Baby's mother was uploading the kids' photos to her fb. haha.
After bathed I wake my pig up to bath. Then went to look at her lappy and listen mother stories. lols.

Took 10 ntuc voucher from his mummy, we went out to ntuc to get some tibits and of course our late dinner/supper. Big Bao for me, 2 charsiew bao for boyfriend.
Walked over to Leehong's house while we munching our food on the way. :D
And here we go............ MIDNIGHT MAHJONG SESSION.................................
1 random shot for one of the mahjong session at my house. haha.

Jon & Stallon (Couple Wear) HAHA!

Won half our cab fare back home.
For the month of Aug, we've been "swimming" so often. lols.
Slept for a little of 2 hours, then got to wake up cause boyfriend's going back camp.
While we walk to cab, I am like floating. My mind was too heavy. :(
After sending me home, baby went back camp for his duty.
I slept very soon after i lied on my bed. Poor boyfriend, only able to sneak 3hours of sleeps.

now 4.23am
Baby's right again! I am still awake. I must mask myself well later on.
So he won't know I am still awake now. Unless he check out my blog.
It's only 20% possibility, cause I have not blog for 4months already. haha! not scare!

I am so excited for tomorrow's shopping session even though my legs are still aching due to the 2 days sleepless & "BIG WALK tortures".
maybe able to catch a movie too. it's been a long time ):

OKAYS! THAT'S IT. gOnna end my post already. super long! lols.

2011-05-19T04:41:00.001+08:00

i miss me...

2011-05-18T08:41:00.001+08:00

i felt that i am no longer myself...

Such a L0VELY day ^-^

2011-05-11T01:48:00.002+08:00

Quite a long period didn't blog already.
No longer the post "FML".

Lots of ups and downs for the month.
Still glad that I'll pull it through.

also, recently the weather is hot to the max.
after i came back home today, i really felt that my house is like heaven. haas.
and in order to satisfy me and of course bf himself, he finally gonna fix another new aircon SOON.
Yeah, So he'll not hear me complain so hot so hot so so so hot anymore.

Yesterday accompany him for check up.
I waited for him an hour at the coffeeshop cause I forget to bring my IC so cant go in.
Due to the hot and humid weather I only slept for 3hours last night.
Despite feeling dreadful and tired, after reaching baby's home,
I said can we go taiwan this end of year instead of Malaysia again,
and know what~ HE AGREED! He promised. HAHA! we even 勾勾手 hahaha.
I am super super super happy for this.

Love was feeling kinda sad today too... had some chat with her..
So i asked her to join us for taiwan trip together. haha
and we'll be going to taiwan together this end of year. *Thumbs uP!*

OVERALL,

today other than my upset tummy, cramps and backaches,
my day was extremely to the fullest.

Baby is so sweet to me (:
For all the love I found in you,
I'll be forever thankful baby ♥

2011-04-14T08:55:00.004+08:00

FML

Update

2011-04-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

I am here to update you people who're reading my blog.
I am down with fever for the 4th day.
Just went for dinner and see doc with my bf cause my headache hurts very badly.
And since dad asked me to visit a doctor so I went.
All because I wan to get well soon! So I surrender to medicals.

After baby sent me home, he went back to camp.
Well, I don't know why my headache seems to be gone.
He's so much of my medicine. haha.
Took my medicine when I reached home. It's really effective that my fever's gone.
Now it's only left with throat infection.
Hopefully I can recover asap! Tough week ahead for me. Hang on!

Another thing, I am driving on the road already.
Can't believe I can be a driver too. haha.

This coming Saturday is very precious for baby and I.
Cause his lj officer confine him just because of his "LONG" hair.
and so he have to report to camp on sunday morning 8am. SIAO de.
Those CBKs I really want put dogs go bite them sia.
now on course already like confine liao still took away that precious half day.
is like, every weekend one and a half day and only 1 day we are awake.
Take away half day awake, we only see each other for just half a day.
i curse curse curse curse you all.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

ok . rant finished.

i am going to sleep now. byebye & goodnight.

happy happy

2011-03-22T04:59:00.003+08:00

last week was the best week with boyfriend since a period of time.
haha. though the things he said to me might be just say say only,
but it's really pleasant to hear that. (:
I am really happy.

We watched wimpy kids last sat and stay home on the sun.
I was napping most of the time till he book in.
things actually went back the right track. glad ^_^
I really love him the deepest ! <3

That's all !

& I am so looking forward to my birthday this year :X hehe.

ups and downs

2011-03-15T03:43:00.004+08:00

ups and downs last week.
but to every problem, it always involves both parties.
Things doesn't always go perfectly like what we expected it to be.
both of us have our faults, but giving up is not an option.
To me, I can get really nasty in some ways. Especially on some days.
you know i am really stubborn whenever you make me angry.
I don't want you to ignore me, because I will feel that you don't love me anymore.
but i also don't want you to talk to me cause i will feel irritated.
sometimes I really don't understand what i want.
some how, end of the day i will still forgive you.

It's like 50:50 to please me. sometimes pass, sometimes fail.
But i believe things will go the right way no matter what.
i still love you as much. wanna give in my best in this relationship.
All because of you my life become so much happier.
Though I might not be as much bubbly as before but still, at least with you I found true happiness.
I am really very contented and blissful to have you as my boyfriend.
you're the best thing that appeared in my life throughout my 20 years.
you said thank god that i am with you, and same goes to me (:

my friend said, I am very blissful to have someone like you that love me so much.
so i must treasure. Actually I knew it all along that i am blissful (:
Because you've always been giving your best to make me happy.
"Every moment spent with you, is every moment I treasure."
I love you baby <3

sunday night, boyfriend's booking in.
while inside the bus we talked about what name shall we get for our babies in future.
He said, name with only 2 characters sounds cool.
So I kept thinking of all those funny names. LOL! i really laughed alot. hahaha.
we are so lame together cause we've got alot of craps. maybe i have lots of craps lols.
Ninja Cheong (钟忍者) LOL! I like this. HAHA.

BTT

2011-03-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

I am going for my BTT for drving now.
Finally I am going to start driving.
All the best to myself (:

long time no see :)

2011-02-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

it's been 2 weeks since I last blogged. haas.
These 2 weeks were very interesting and busy week for me.
Drop the details. Cause if I were to type it all out, I guess need 2 days. haha.
So just gonna roughly talk about it.

Spending most of my time with baby almost everyday last week.
and this week his course started already. so as compared to last time, he'll have lesser time for me.
No more nights out for him on every tues and thurs night.
No more meeting up for us except wednesday that precious 1 hour for dinner.
And other days will be saturday afternoon till sunday evening. sad . lols!

Yesterday night, baby was sleeping and i am still watching tv.
And then baby did something damn hilarious. HAHAHA! I was wondering what he's dreaming.
What to do, he's a pig! always sleep earlier than me ( most of the time ).
I remembered there's once I sent him a msg saying "baby i am missing you now like a crazy pig"
And he replied me "Me too! I miss you like an insane pig!" lols! he's so funny.
What an insane pig. LOL! xD

time fly by so fast. it's another month for us already.
Still as blissful as ever (:

Happy 14 months honey ♥♥♥

Coming tuesday gonna have my theory trial test. then book for BTT already.
quite a few things need to buy this month as in coming month too.

We are really getting older so soon ):
Sometimes when I thought of when we grow old and your love ones leaves you,
my tears just cant stop flowing.
Yesterday when baby was sleeping beside me, I looked at him and thought of...
What if in future, he's not with me anymore? what if he left? what if he's gone earlier than me?
What's left with me? Only the memories..
i guess even the happiest moment will turn out to be the saddest thing to recalled.
Then my tears starts to flow. But it's ok since he also don't know. lols.
and so yesterday I cried myself to slp. and today when i wake up, i forget everything.
Except the hilarious thing baby did last night while he's aslp. HAHAHAHAHA! <3

What more to blog eh... Met cailin go polyclinic then meet anna at orchard.
Anna's late. And so i dragged my hurtful feet all along till i finally found a seat.
It's like OH~HEAVEN! put on plaster on the blister then do some shopping alone while waiting for her.
I was super cold as it was raining outside. After she reached, we've to walk across the street with her tiny little umbrella. Ended up i was half drenched. And it's damn obvious.
After that had our dinner at Flying Chillies - Thai Restaurant. Spent $70.70 lols.
Seriously throughout the whole session of dinner, other than eating and talking,
the thing i most wanted to do is sleeping. LOL!
Even inside the mrt my eyes are really closing already.
The worst thing is I still have to wait for bus. and the damn bus took 15min + to arrive. WTF seriously!
Reached home I straight away K.O on my bed. Well, i was still texting baby.
with my eyes closed. typing rojaks. hahaha!

Oh ya, btw my throat have officially RECOVERED! hahaha!
So can jio me to ktv already :D

That's all (:
Byeees ~ :D

Untitled .

2011-02-15T05:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day - 14 Feb 2011

Seems like I have nothing to blog on :\
Tired but cant sleep. hais.

next week bf's going for his driving course already. 2months plus.
Every saturday the can book out. 2 months + another 2 months.
4 months gone. Worst than BMT. only can book out on saturday.
But after 4 months, guess he'll enjoy more time outside already.

I really hope things will go on smoothly.
hope that my mood can be better.
hope that i can be more slimmer.
hope that things get better, especially me.

Love baby for sending me valentine message as I thought he would fall aslp again.
Love baby for spending yesterday with me be it he can or cannot book out.

sometimes i guess i am being too demanding. Only SOMETIMES.
most of the time i am very understanding.
I hate those demanding moments, just wan to stay so understanding as always.
but, i am a human, made of flesh, so, i have feelings.
To have moodswings sometimes.

i think i should get some sleep now.
kinda late already. 5.39am. I am gonna sleep for 9hours! until 2pm. hopefully :X
nigggghts .

12 Days - mOnthsary (:

We

2011-02-08T03:33:00.006+08:00

No one knows better than what I want and I am gonna stick to my choice.
I don't care if you disagree this with me.

This is the first time I stood out and fight for someone that's really important to me.
I know you're just saying for my own good. You don't want to see me suffer.
& Perhaps you see nothing in us now, but I believe one day he will prove you wrong.

He's the one I wanna walked with in the future.
Despite the insufficiency I am still satisfied with what I have now.
So I am not gonna care about what you're saying now and stick to what I want.
It's not that I don't heed for advices. I know what I am doing.
Everything people see that are bad in him, look best to me.
my boyfriend, he's the best.

Had a fat chinese new year this year. Good to spent cny with baby too.
Went to The Great Great World Carnival @ sengkang last saturday.
Boyfriend and I only play the bumper car, Super costly! 12 bucks.
Baby and I both took one of the kids.
It was fun, but I hurt my collar bone due to the intense bump.
Poor me and poor .... didi. LOL! i forget his name again hahahaha!

Tonight meeting dearest for movie - All's Well Ends Well 2011 and dinner (:
This pig! Sleep damn fast.
Finish talking about the movie thing later on and he mia already! wth !!

Not gonna say much more about us.
Just a simple - I Love You stands for everything between us.
Hang on darling, Hang on me. We will definitely make it last (:

2 days to Jumbo's SB Dinner @ my house (:
6 days to Valentine's Day (:
19 days to 14th months.

Homed after a short weekend (:

2011-02-01T03:32:00.003+08:00

Stallon Cheong always use the same tactic to cheat me from forgiving him ! Hmp!

Anyway spent my weekend quite fulfilling (:
Shopping ; Bowling ; Pool and Movies .
These does not happen always. So is like few times in a month only. So is under satisfaction. ^.^

i guess our spendings for 3 days hits $900+
We must be more thrifty already. From next month on. LOL!

ok. later then update. I cant sleep and now i am going to play VIWAWA !
everytime came home from stallon's house then insomnia x.x
It's also not that my bed least comfortable than his lors!
Or is it too cosy for me to sleep in my own room ? HAHAHA.

Movies

2011-01-27T04:11:00.006+08:00

Didn't get to watch ShaoLin on tuesday cause bf's officer only allow them to book out till 9.30pm to be fair to others who's out in the field.
So, he came over to SSDC to pick me up and we pack our dinner then go back home.
Boring night & yesterday can't get to see him cause no nights out on Wednesday. too bad :(

Meet up with Anna just now for dinner.
Long John Silver is opened again at causeway so we went to have our dinner there.
Everything was fine until I taking my food back to my seat.

When i turn around, a staff knock onto me and my drinks dropped.
The drinks splashed onto my leg and the fucking staff didn't even apologize to me!
So damn rude. The staff behind the counter did apologize to me but why not her.
She's the one who knocked onto me! Is she retarded or what?! with such poor attitude she really need to go for basic courtesy training. DUH!

Still my night doesn't passed so bad.
Slack with anna till all bus services terminated. LOL!
Even the interchange staff say we talk talk talk until the bus service all end liao.
so in the end cabbed anna home then back to my house. already 1plus when i reached home.

Tonight gonna watch THE GREEN HORNET!

Saturday maybe going shopping for new year clothes with baby. I've no idea where to shop :O
CNY is getting closer and closer.... Good and bad :\
& lastly sunday helping my dearest to do spring cleaning for his room ! I am such a nice gf. INDEED!

Today is our monthsary. He sent me a small paragraph of text. Thanks honey (: love you !
Be it i did spoil your plan or not, I hope it's the truth. lols! I will be waiting next month.

Happy another month (:

Great now I am ending this entry already.
time for bed. Didn't realize it's already 4.40am !

GOODNIGHT ! (:

7 Days to Chinese New Year
18 Days to Valentine's Day

(:

2011-01-25T04:20:00.002+08:00

I am going to watching movie 新少林寺 with baby during his nights out tonight (:
last night is the first night he spending inside his new unit. New environment.
Though is the first night, he gets nights out too. i guess he's really too free inside.
His driving course haven't start yet so is still his slacking period despite staying in.

Tonight and Thursday night I can both see him for 6 hours.
Wonder if their officers can give them nights out everyday anot since they haven't start their course yet. LOL~

I've been staying at bf's house for 2 weeks already. Today just came back home.
Kinda big change to my house. & lots of food. wahahaha!

Told my dad I wanna take license and he's ever ready for my needs.
Gave me the money for enrollment and my allowance. Very supportive cause he's been waiting for my this sentence very long already.

So I am going for enrollment alone later in the afternoon before i meet dearest.
Kinda nervous for it, so scare that I can't pass it .

ok i am gonna try sleeping for now. 4.38am already.
luckily I didn't promise to sleep early, just, ok i will try to sleep early.
Now really early. hahaha. and i am going to bed already (:
Don't wanna make my sleeping cycle change again. lols~

Goodnight ! (:

2 days to 1.1 year (:
9 days to chinese new year !
20 days to valentine's Day (:

January 2011

2011-01-18T13:06:00.007+08:00

new photos taken together ever since 2 months ago. haha.

I am so happy that I've done so many things that i wanna do.
Boyfriend POP already. we went Genting and KL.
Though still haven't get used to seeing bf so often again.
But i am still happy that i can get to see him everyday these 2 weeks.
next week he's gonna stay in already so lesser time seeing him.
But his camp is so near my house and got direct bus, it's really very convenience.

whole week I've been staying with bf. Now he report to unit I've to get up same time as him.
Don't know why it's not really tiring.

another thing is , I didn't realize that CNY is so much earlier this year.
panicked ! panicked !

before we went genting, bf bought me 3 pairs of shoes & a bag.
He said it's his belated gift. Since he said so already, i stopped giving him the glum face. LOL!

we changed $500 to ringgits for genting and shopping use, but still not enough for us to spent.
My dad transfer me extra money too, but i forget to withdraw, and my wallet only left with $20+
so ya, for me i only bought a dress which boyfriend LIKE IT. and done a simple manicure.
I really cant believe that so simple LV design nail art costs 200 ringgits. OMG~
actually my nails quite long de, but played bowling and 3 nails cracked. LOL~ sad.

oh ya , we stay in Resort Hotel, the room is really nice. big and comfortable.
big mirror, cosy big bed and nice toilet. haha. something amazing is that,
you can get in to the toilet through the cupboards too. haha. really cool (:
So don't judge by the cover, cause the hotel building itself doesn't look appealing to me.
But on the inside, it's totally different. :)
i've uploaded the photos to my facebook. Really had a great holiday there.

and regards the theme park, we played almost everything, outdoor and indoor.
Except the tallest pillar. both of us scare . xD
won a bear and 2 red dragon for coin tossing and crossbow.
but 1 dragon kena a kid took away while i was shooting bows. ):
boyfriend took very long time to get a dragon for me, but i gave it to his sister. :x
The coin tossing really damn tyco. hahahaha. even i also shocked.

ok, gonna stop already. i am so happy. hahaha.
going to meet ml at 4pm. so getting prepare at 2.30pm
after that bf come fetch me. wahahaha. bye~

BORING

2011-01-05T16:03:00.003+08:00

I am so bored now while waiting for mei liang to come over.
today is the 5th day i am sick. Fever Flu Cough & Throat infection.
last night feeling very unwell, my fever up and down, not much difference.
But today I am feeling so much better.
I can finally use my ability; swallowing. hahaha. no longer as painful as the last 4 days.

Mum and cousin napping. I've got nothing to do. Haven't taken my breakfast & lunch too. :\
This sat boyfriend's gonna POP already. Struggling of going or not going.
I wanna go... but... ... ... don't feel like going cause ... ... ... hais ... stress.
Everything seem so rush this week. & he had so little time for me due to the parade rehearsal.
Don't know why, I can dont message him for the whole day. Maybe cause I am still having fever.

So many things that making me so stress, I really very tired of it.
sometimes, i rather being left alone in a place doing nothing,
instead of having to think of this think of that, making decisions.
It's not always good to make decisions, sometimes i also need to relax~

2010 might not be the best, but i still enjoy it much.
2011 just started yet I fall sick & I'm so stress already. GIVE ME A BREAK please.

Whatever it is, I hope this year things can be simple and going smoothly.

BYEBYE!

btw i failed to lose 4 kg ):

Happy Anniversary .

2010-12-27T02:31:00.011+08:00

First of all,
It's 27 December today. Boyfriend is at tekong sleeping now.
Still gonna wish us a HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY!
Took 2 nights to finish the gift. Hope he like it.

Guess what, thursday I am mad at him. Cause he really make me so angry lah.
next time you don't see my blog better!
I just don't like you stir together with your sister. Pls ignore what your sister say can?!
I don't know how to tell you about how i hate this point. just feeling suck.

23 December Thursday
my mood was very good when i know bf's coming back at 12plus.
and he waited for me an hour plus with bubble tea & food with him for my lunch.
I really appreciate it. I am happy, glad, excited & feeling very blissed.
See how he affects me. Just one sentence he said and I get so mad at him.
I never ever ever ever get so mad at him for such a long period.
Really don't intend to give in to him, plus I am very upset. wanted to go home.
But, in the end..... i forgave him~ cheyyyyyyyyy .
rest of the day wasn't bad. Just i kept thinking about this BAD THING.

24 December Friday
Christmas Eve :] didn't go anywhere. But bf and I had a tough battle.
He wanted to see what's that "file" in my bag. So we had a tough battle. LOL.
and he won of course. It's my gift to him as anniversary present. Not i don't want to give him/ tell him.
Just that I wanted to gave him on Sunday instead. haha. Make me so shy and hide inside blanket.
What a peaceful christmas eve...

25 December Saturday
It's christmas! Set alarm at 10.30am but wake up earlier than alarm.
lai chuan until 10.30 then went to bath. bf wanted to cook our breakfast.
But nothing left to cook, so we went out to eat at yishun before we head over to downtown.
everything went smoothly until............................................
I ignored him for don't know how many hours.
& thanks lao tian for the best christmas present! Queuing for ticket at Escape.
it started to rain.
my mood was really not good already, add-ons , ruined.
I really feel more upset than angry whenever you pissed me off. i'm very hard to please right.
I hope it would be the max hours I ignore you. No more next time. You promised already.
bf bought me a melody phone protector when I am still ignoring him.

& we watched Tron : Legacy @ E!hub. After I cried finish inside the cinema, i decided to forgive him.
I've been giving in so much already. Seeing you sad I where ren xin ~_~
went back after movie.
I guess I am really tired.

26 December Sunday
slept till 1plus. wash up and had my brunch.
Then help bf to pack for booking in again.
Very early today. Maybe cause book out early this week.
went out at 3plus. Well another peaceful day :]
caught up by a prudential ppl again, but this time i manage to shook them away. haas :D

we are gonna have a "TIAN WANG CHAIR" lols~
Mum said the back massage machine give me as xmas present. just kidding i know!
Mum so xiao qi. give me one guava as xmas present -_-
Dad gave me 200 bucks for xmas & New year. Yay !~

I am very happy cause i am going genting coming january xD
at first I thought maybe gonna cancel again, since not many of our plans were successful :\
when bf break me the news of his ahgong gonna sponsored us to Philippines, I was like "A TRIP!"
Then 2nd time "HONG KONG Trip!" I am even happier. LOL!
but his sister school starts in Jan cannot go also. So we changed to genting instead.
Goes right according to our plans , of course i am overwhelmed :]
& since his grandfather is sponsoring, we don't have to worry about our spending :X
Now we are more urgent to renew both our passports. LOL~ it's left with only 2 weeks.

I've got to wake up earlier later on.
Baby's mum haven't call me yet x.x 3.47am already think she's not calling.
Maybe tomorrow morning she'll call me. need to go get stallon's Cute passport photo. haha.
Alright I should go and sleep already. Really tired by now.
nitez.

3 more days - bf book out ^.^
4 more days - new year eve , meeting Jumbo with bf ^.^
5 more days - New Year , 2011 new beginning.
12 more days - Boyfriend POP LO~~~
14 more days - GENTING 5 Days 4 Nights ! Time to relaxchoya. :D

love you siao gong (ki siao de siao, gong dai de gong) LOL! <3

Happy Weekend ((:

2010-12-20T05:51:00.006+08:00

other than didn't attend to love's birthday party,
I had the best weekend this week.
The reason to the best, is cause after the bad dream i had and bad things others have said,
I am still having him by my side. & everything stays the same like it used to be.

17 December Friday
Really didn't go fetch boyfriend this week.
Cause few days back while going home after a strolling with my family at the park,
I fainted at the staircase. I was lucky that my dad and mum was with me (:

I was intending to go boyfriend's house myself.
But he insisted on coming to fetch me. I was still kinda upset over what my friend have said.
So actually wanna go myself, but he gave me many excuses just to come over.
Alright, then waited for him at carpark after that went to have a bite nearby.
He bought peal milk tea for me while on his way, but i can't drink. :(

Forget to bring my medicine with me, so walked back to my house.
Took the medicine and my dad said, "don't run hor!" lols~
Reached baby's house, watched "Taiwan Tornado"
ask him to watch midnight horror movie with me, and he watch half way fall asleep.
When he wake up, the show just ended! WTH. in the end i watched it myself -.-
He fall asleep until super shuang while i am having the cramps and crying alone ):
cried twice that night, really too pain to take it. Pain until i wan jump building. LOL!
ok la, but i dun dare jump. Hahaha. I've stopped crying when bf wake up at 5plus.
He off-ed the tv and ask me to sleep.

You know, really eh.. earthquake, on fire, end of the world also can't wake him up. aiyo.
Slowly falls asleep at about 6am plus.. Then 8plus pain until i wake up crying again.
Really wanna go crazy already.. I think maybe he dreamt about flood so he woke up.
He gave me eat the painkiller and help me massage with the medicated oil.
intensive pains, but i still fall back asleep at 9plus. Reached my body's limit.
For 2 days I've only slept so little due to this.
So ended up didn't attend to love's birthday party.

18 December Saturday
Drank the soup that his mum cooked.
Don't know if i got felt much better. Afternoon play mahjong with his 4th sis.
Then at night play with his 3rd sis. bf win alot from them. LOL. Luckily I also win.
We didn't went out that day cause I also can't go anywhere due to the pain.
Rest at home and watch tv movies, eat and play mahjong.
Boyfriend didn't go for his grandfather's birthday celebration also.
Maybe is because i said, I don't want to go cause too last min, maybe he's really tired.
Still felt a little guilty. But since his mum got home still in a good mood.
I felt much better. hehe.
Slept exceptionally well this night.

19 December Sunday
morning baby massage medicated oil on my stomach then i fall back asleep again.
Wake up lunch already been prepared ready for me. Super blissful. ♥♥
Despite all the pains, aches and cramps I am having, I really had an good weekend with him and his family.
Got the 家 de feeling. Wish that things would always be so good..
Pain and gain. But hope next month not so pain anymore :(
Sent baby to tamp. went home after having a long talk with the prudential man.
Baby thought i fainted outside cause didn't reply him. Hahaha! :X

Daddy bought 肉干 for me. To replenish my meats. haha.
Cause I always don't eat meat, he scare I faint again uh.
That's my little treat :D

Everytime came back from baby's house after the weekend,
my dad would say i look very pale. My dad is a so detailed person.
I also love him alot, even though some times, he sucks. :D wakaka.
& of course my bf. He's the best. Then my friends (: Then my enemies.

Boyfriend went for morning run already i guess. He's gonna POP soon.
Time is indeed very fast.
Alright I am ending my post here (:

After today:
3 Days to baby book out.
5 Days to Christmas celebration (:
7 Days to 1 year Anniversary ♥
12 Days to Beginning of 2011.

sigh .

2010-12-16T04:58:00.005+08:00

Guess i am not gonna fetch boyfriend when he book out this week again.
Period's gonna visit me probably tonight.
& I've got the emo symptom.

been thinking alot lately.
alot of things. If you ask me not to think, it's kinda impossible.
Just like when you're facing problems, I won't ask you stop thinking about it.
I just wanna find a better way to make everything a little better.

There's definitely problems once in a while.
I am glad it's actually not real big matters.
But still , I need some time to digest everything.

*********************************************************

Random: In order not to forget.
STALLON CHEONG OWED ME SNOW ICE FOR NEXT WEEK.

Short weekend again...

2010-12-15T06:17:00.004+08:00

Memory getting bad. Cant really remember much so must write down what i remember. haha

11 December Saturday
Baby book out in the morning, So I wake up kinda early.
okays, i just checked my phone hahaha. so can jot down.
I think i wake up at 6am plus. slept for 3 hours.. then lied on my bed till 10 to start preparing.
Baby came to fetch me at 1pm plus... wa so damn hot standing under the sun. LOL!
Wahahaha, baby bought me pearl milk tea. And BK for brunch cause he just had BK.

After the technicians come to install the tv on the wall,
I wanted to sleep at awhile de, but ended up playing Monopoly with his sister.LOL!
missed my naps. but i am not tired eh.

Get a little pissed for walking up and down at YISHUN.
Damn, i must've upset boyfriend :( felt so guilty after i kpkb abit. LOL.
must treat him nicely, army boy stress. LOL~

Chicken boyfriend. WAHAHAHA.

Went to north point shopping and dinner at HK cafe with dearie before our movie starts.
LET ME IN @ 9.50PM - Nice Movie ! 4 :D baby and i both had nightmares after watching it. LOL~

Bought Love's present with baby. Then went to buy the com RAM.
Bought a sweater and a pouch for stallon's mummy as X'mas present.
Oh man, i get so nervous to pass his mum the present. but no gift for his sis :X
try out the RAM and realize doesnt match. So boyfriend gonna go back to change the next day.
& i will be sleeping :D Went to sleep after watching tv movie. 2/3am i think.

12 December Sunday
Boyfriend set alarm at 11am. I pressed it off after it rang.
I thought he heard it but don't want to get up. So I don't care. :x
Then 1plus he wake up. he thought I never hear the alarm so never wake him up.
He went out to north point alone. While I watch tv. waited for him to have brunch tgt.
& he bought me new earpiece :D

watch tv awhile and time to pack up for book in. so early for today.
boyfriend went to cook our dinner while I am packing for him.
Left house at 5plus. LOL fifi bark at baby. HAHAHAHA! I think she hate him. LOL!
Reach tamp and baby insist on buying log cake for me! OMG~ I couldn't out-talk him.
So, in order not to make him emo like 2 weeks ago, I said ok.

After he left, took 969 back. was intending to go causeway buy things.
But after reaching causeway, realize forget bring card. DAMN IT.
So went back home from there ): reached home ard 10. took a very short nap.
and stay awake till morning again~

my weekdays, still as boring as ever. No more happenings .
Boyfriend's booking out on thursday next 2 weeks, such a good new :D
I think I am over relying on him.
I don't know, what it would be after his POP.

Okays. end here.
BYE~

LOVESC <3

3 days to love's birthday.
10 days to Christmas.
12 days to ♥1st Anniversary♥
18 days to 2011. are you ready for it?!

Another Short Weekend .

2010-12-06T04:08:00.004+08:00

04 December Saturday
Set my alarm rather early at 12.30pm cause boyfriend's back from field camp today.
Like so finally. Lost contact for 5 "years"! miss him so much.
& I woke up earlier than my alarm clock again, MUCH earlier. 10am. Shag.
Slowly prepare.. thinking of whether to go or not to go boyfriend's house first..
He's really very late, it's already going to be 5pm already. He still said morning will reach bunk.

okays, So I went to buy red bull for bf first then walked to his house from admiralty.
This time , I didn't lost my way. I was at the door, and i heard tv sounds. LOL.
I think must be his little sis. So I took the keys out. Damn Louie & Fifi keep Barking!
They 2 really.. walao bth sia, getting from bad to worst.
Especially fifi! mixed with Louie too much, from good become bad.

Jackpot leh today, I opened the door and saw Stallon's mum. LOL!
First time saw his mum and I am alone. Told her that stallon won't be back so early. bla bla
then i went to the room. Super nervous. LOL.
Though nervous but seriously it's the best day I had with her since the first time we met.
We hold our conversations 4 times. & she ask me to eat dinner. This is the first time!!

But i didn't eat, cause I wanted to wait for stallon since he called me earlier & said his ferry is at 7pm.
I estimated him to reach by 8plus cause he's cabbing back.
So i took a nap. nap...... nap.........sms........... nap..........sms............going 9 pm already,
He told me that the ferry got delayed and he just got onto the ferry @%!#$
I slept for 3 hours and he's still not back yet. Gonna watch movie, so booked the ticket online.
He reached home at 10plus -.- I've waited him for 5 HOURS! hungry dao nua nua...

Can't believe he's got so much energy. LOL, after field camp still got energy watch movie.
Rushed through everything then went to catch our movie at 11.40pm, Bruce Lee My Brother.
Saw a guy super look like Show! When that guy turn his back to us, I saw STAGE at the back of his shirt. LOL. super random. lols.

okays, continue....
Had our supper at 888 after movie. Super waste money, cab here and there.
Cause he's lazy just like me, in some ways. haha. reached home going 3am already. so late.
Watch awhile tv, and help him do some grooming, then have some chatting and we fall aslp.

5 December Sunday
Baby shook me up at 1plus. To me it's really super early lahs. So he let me sleep 1 more hour.
Bathed and prepared, went to cwp for brunch & courts to buy wireless keyboard and mouse.
Pack food for sister then headed home. Saw so many of his friends today.. So lucky of him!
After that mahjong again. But i lose $2-3 today. haha
Then I said, you all want win back all my money right. Luckily I didn't lost as much as ting. lols.
play till 7pm then start to help Stallon pack his stuffs. Super lotz of sands.
everything done, 8.40pm.
Before we left, I thought my medicine still inside his room i started to panic when he cant find it.
Oh, 原来 is inside my wallet. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
This time is he sent me home then go pasir ris himself. he's cabbing anyway.
& it's kinda late if i go home alone from tampines,
I am too tired, so i dozed off on my bed straight, which is a few moments ago.
I had sore-eyes also. His message wakes me up going 12am, so text with him awhile,
Then he went to sleep, he thought i must be sleeping now, but who knows.

My throat infection came back due to that day i got drenched, damn pain. argh.
5.10am already, omg~ time fly so fast~~
Gonna end it here. Wanna sleep liao!

Goodnight!

lack of time :\

2010-12-06T03:48:00.003+08:00

21 days to our 1st anniversary means x'mas coming.
Boyfriend planned for Christmas just last night. This time plan won't be ruined because it's PH,
no confinements, no extra trainings or whatever shit.
I really had so many things to be done, and now i am finding time too little for me.
2 weeks to love's birthday party, now i am feeling bad, cause i am not so confirm that i am going :\
Really bad feeling to the max.

I think i am really too vex + exhausted +insomnia + digestion problem, my face like gonna rot already.
Super uneven and worst is, these few weeks i've been eating and eating and eating so much,
waaa, depressed. i think by the end of 2010, i think i didnt lose 4 kg but gained 4 kg :(
one more week till my fatty medicine finish. means if i am going for love's bday party,
I'll be bringing my period with me.... f*. x.x torturing period...

The tight schedules really makes me think that, 2010 is ending already.
Had so many things yet to do.. tian ahhhh~

what a day!

2010-12-01T07:00:00.003+08:00

27 November Saturday - Happy 11th Monthsary Dearest♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Dreadfully went to tampines to fetch boyfriend, at first i was kinda excited
and i can't sleep well the previous day. Set my alarm at 9am but i woke up at 8am.
Done with my preparations and baby said, his ferry was delayed to 12pm. OH!MY!GOODNESS!
Feeling rather unwell and heaty. Temper not very good. Stomach also not very good.
So he bought me herbal tea. I like herbal tea actually. lols.
and sour plum cause i felt giddy when going over to fetch him.
Boyfriend wanted to take cab cause he's freaking hot. So took cab at taxi stand.
We walked passed Hershey & darling asked if i wanna eat chocolate.
I said,"dun feel like eating" followed by... "Your ex gf inside lehs. LOL!"
Doesn't matter to us actually, I am just teasing him. LOLS.

Waited quite awhile for the taxi and we make a turn while at TPE just to go to IKEA.
So we went to IKEA & COURTS to shop for our new beds... but.... to no avail.
So took cab home. Book our reservations at Sakura Restaurant for dinner. Rapunzel @ 9.50pm
Had a very fulled dinner at Sakura, he always go there but I am the first time. haha.
Left 2 hours to our movie. So went to cwp COURTS to shop again.
In the end bought a new 32inch TV, also baby use it as a monitor. LOL! Crazy.

Cab back home and do all the simple installing and then we rushed to cwp again.
Bought TV cables, cause his cable too short. Then hurried to Level 7 for movie.
9.50pm sharp :) We're on time. hahaha. Relax inside cinema awhile and MOVIE STARTS~
That's quite a nice day to end with. After movie relax at home watching the new TV.
This sat gonna go his house alone cause the ppl gonna come & fix the TV on the wall. :\
Walao... ALONE!

28 November Sunday
Bad Morning :\ Seen something I should have not see it. Emo the whole day....
Even after boyfriend book in. Lost a bit temper on him before he went back camp.
Got better at night before he sleep. Consoling me for more than 1 hour since he lights off.

29 November Monday
Field camp preview for him. so he only can contact me randomly when he's back to bunk.
At night finally I can talk with him as i thought, 1 hour. But his damn sergeant make them watch a video about field camp which they have already watched before. Wasted my last half an hour WTF!
damn freaking sad to the max. cause he's going field camp the next day and i cant get to him for f*ing 5 days!
And that's it... He texted me before he went off.. and today it's the 2nd day already..
I wonder if he's doing well... Hope he's fine... My tough Man. Misses him hell lots.

Today, miserable tuesday. Got upset by my mum over my cousin and i ran out alone,
no idea of where to go and who to call out that hour, 8 plus.
Raining heavily, i got drenched. Crying f*k .
So called jx since she's always available to me. Ate mac for supper. MAX.
Dad called me said he's abit sick cause drenched, ask me buy him ginger tea when going back.
So obvious is asking me back. okays. Of course i softhearted lah. bought the tea and went home.
Reached home 1 plus. all sleeping (: Best. I love being alone.
Watched tv till 6am, just a moment ago. And now 7.45am already. Freaking tired already.
Maybe wait another hour then sleep..

Missing boyfriend alot when these shits happen... hais.
one day like ten years lidat. 4 MORE DAYS!

BTW, Happy birthday to AMY. (:

Plus today,
04 DAYS To baby finished field camp & BOOK OUT !!!!
25 DAYS To Christmas.
27 DAYS To 1 Year Anniversary ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
31 DAYS To End of 2010.

Down ):

2010-11-24T02:41:00.003+08:00

I am feeling rather down since yesterday.
so many things are making me sad seriously.
I really don't wish to bring this up again. I know who's been good to me.

Next week boyfriend's going outfield for 5 days. depression number 2.
I am really so relying on him for everything, Now for 5days,
I can't even share with him anything in that few minutes every night.
This week he's booking out on Saturday again, so little time.
Alright, I should stop thinking about all these things already.

Like I just said, time goes faster than we expect it to be.
So, these shits will end very soon!

anyway, let me recall what i did last weekend....
hmm..
didn't go fetch baby on friday cause period visit me.
So met him at his house instead.

Saturday watched Due Date at yishun, quite funny. lols.
Then went hospital with his sister to visit his ahgong.
Abit funny also, cause i first time hear his sister speak hokkien. LOL.
Is like whole bunch of hokkien mix english. LOLS.
Boyfriend keep disturb his sister when we are heading home.
they 2 really make me laugh non stop. lols.
Last week really a fun week though i am having cramps and pain.
See, I've typed 4 LOL just on saturday alone.

Sunday, we played mahjong for about 2hours.
Then start to prepared for baby booking in.
Went to tampines earlier to get brother's birthday present.
Bought a shirt from Man Master. Get 20% discount lols.
stallon called his ex-colleague until so damn sweeeeeeeeeeet one.

After we left, still got time. So went to have a drink then we went separate ways.

okays that's all.

3 days to 11th monthsary.
7 days to Amy's birthday.
31 days to Christmas.
33 days to 1st Anniversary♥
37 days to end of 2010.

Love You Stallon♥

Loves .

2010-11-24T02:25:00.003+08:00

Baby took this while waiting for me to prepare.

There's Good & Bad ..

2010-11-18T02:20:00.005+08:00

First of all , I wanna wish my Dearest boyfriend
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
( as on 17 November 2010 . )

really had no idea what to get for him :| Seems like nothing is good enough for him.
Even though i know he just want something simple.
His birthday is really simple. We had steamboat at his house.
After fetching him, he suggest that we buy the ingredients at tampines then cab home.
He's getting lazy already, just like me. Went for the ingredients, $50+ and baby paid himself :(
I should pay instead right. It's his birthday afterall, but he pay for it.
& he's so fine with it !

After buying the ingredients, we went to wait for a cab at the roadside,
He said don't wanna go to taxi-stand cause too many people.
We really wait for the cab like, 45min to an hour lors & under drizzles.
Walked from a distance to another to another. Finally we got a cab.
Prepare all the ingredients.. I didn't laze around uh,
at least i did help by peeling and cutting the carrot. :x That's all.

Starts eating only at 11pm plus. So late. We had lots of grilling.
But I am not the one doing it. I am helping him by eating only. hahaha.
and i am still laughing over his actions when handling the fan. LOL! Hilarious and cute.

[Post the picture later.]

The 2nd day, which is his birthday just now, 2nd round of steamboat with his sisters.
After that I starts to have cramps, still able to take it, so still sent him to tampines.
Don't know why suddenly cramp. maybe is an warning..
Hope it comes later on, baby's booking out on friday cause his sergeant went thailand.
And we've planned to go out on saturday, don't want to get ruined again!
Lidat saturday won't cramp until so jialat.... LOL~
It always come on a thursday, hope it's sharp again this time.

2.50am now, I am very exhausted already.
Getting off from com already. gonna sleep ler.

Baby, you're the best boyfriend ever!
& you're getting fit and sexy. LOL! LOVE YOU <3

3 DAYS - Brother's birthday .
4 DAYS - Start new medicine .
9 DAYS - 11th Monthsary ♥
13 DAYS - Amy's birthday .
39 DAYS - 1st Anniversary ♥♥(:
43 DAYS - END OF 2010 .

A Short Weekend.

2010-11-15T10:28:00.003+08:00

Such a rush night for us.
Not even a full 24 hours was given to us. But after-all it's still a good evening spent.
Watched MegaMind after our dinner @ CJ. hahaha! The movie kinda funny.
Don't know why it just reminds me of those cartoons i watched when i was young. LOL!
& we gonna watch Rapunzel when it's out. LOL!!

Sunday ,
My eyes can't seem to open, maybe too tired & it's raining, so cosy to sleep.
Damn baby don't want to off the light! make me unable to sleep!
He happy happy using facebook also don't want give me sleep awhile more. so bad.
Wake up 2plus. Ate Big Mac ~_~ for lunch, then same sunday routine.
Cause baby had to book in earlier that day, so had to pack up earlier.

We left at 5plus.
Caught in a traffic jam. & we fall asleep inside the bus. LOL!
Luckily baby's only late by few minutes. So I headed back home alone again.

Had Beehoon for dinner, should be supper. LOL. cause very late already.
Then supposedly 2plus can sleep already, i purposely dragged until 3am plus.
Don't know wth is wrong with me also.

Now it's still so early. I am still feeling kinda sleepy.
So going back to sleep already.
&& Baby passed his ippt. like so finally ! LOL. Good job honey :D Loves.
I am seeing him again tmr ((:

Need go fetch my sister tonight. Super sian actually cause very far lahs. LOL ~ :x
I've got so much initiatives man.

Ok Bye ppl !

2 days to baby's birthday.
6 days to brother's birthday.
7 days to start new package of medicine.
12 days to 11th monthsary.
16 days to amy's birthday.
42 days to 1st anniversary (:
46 days till END OF 2010 .

Still feeling bloated

2010-11-12T03:11:00.005+08:00

I ate so little yesterday, and i felt that i've ate too much for today.
Maybe is because of that bowl of laksa i ate just now ):
It's been quite long since I last ate that. Had the little craving to eat it though i am still sick.
It's really nice. Feel like eating it again next few days. LOL!
Ya, So i was craving for it that's why have the mindset of " eat first , worry later "
Fattening but delicious. Now must work hard to reduce the fats by eating more fruits instead. LOL.

Yes, i am just so easily satisfied, I do like going to restaurants, but sometimes,
simple food is good enough. & I really like finger foods. HAHAHAHA.
I like suppers too. Last time very often. But now cut down already.
Just look at how much weight i gain when I keep going out for suppers & those fattening activities.
Don't be shocked, I really gained about 10kg for those unhealthy yet enjoyable events.
Especially when i was still at overseas, supper were never mark as skipped. lols.
10kg lehs, those figure conscious girls sure squatting inside toilet cry. LOL. Hahaha.
Now , i just wanted to lose 4KG only, boyfriend don't let. it's like only 40% of 100% nia.

I just think that when i get bloated, it means I ate too much already.
Maybe is because of the water I drink. Or maybe i really eat too much.
For today, is an apple, laksa and a pack of tidbit which contain 343kcal.

Just one day, hopefully won't affect much. hahaha.
& seriously i am so bored lahs. tomorrow baby should be coming out.
yet i have to suffer another day without him.
Our plans on Saturday ruined again ! Maybe just a dinner & movie .
Really limited time. The only good thing is he's booking out again on wed, which is his bday.
Though also not much time, but at least friday night to saturday evening is being paid back.
Just that our one full day plan :| hais. Really hate his sergeant.

3 more tablets and i am gonna finish another pack of medicine again.
Peak period coming next week. Worry Worry!! Hope I don't mood-swing when i wake up again.

Alright, I am tired.
Going to bed now. - 3.49am
Goodnight all :)

Love Stallon (:

FEVER !

2010-11-08T12:19:00.003+08:00

Last week was a long weekend with baby. From thursday to Sunday.
thurdays and friday didn't go out. lols. watch tv and old movies at home with baby.
Sat went to baby's grandfather house, first time saw his dad and grandfather. haha.
It was drizzling but baby and ting still wanna play basketball then dinner at admiralty.
We got ourselves a little wet cause it's pouring while we were on our way back.

After bathing, ting said she wanna play mahjong then ask me to ask baby.
cause she said if she ask , baby sure don't want to play . LOL.
I was actually kinda lazy , so we play monopoly until baby ask want play mahjong anot.
LOL. So ended up we played mahjong.

Next day, which is sunday when i wake up, baby prepare lunch for me already.
But my throat damn pain, Really very suffering swallowing anything, even water.
He thinks I am hot, i know i am hot. LOLOLOLOLOLOL! Hahaha, it's another way lahs.
He thinks i am having fever cause he said I am very hot lahs. LOLOLOL~!
i also feel very heaty. So yeah he put a cold towel on my forehead.
Thanks for taking care of me. So didnt sent baby to tampines, went home instead.

Back home, on my facebook and ting chat with me asking me how come suddenly got fever.
Wasehh.. I also never tell her i got fever she also know. LOL!
Then she said is cause she keep seeing baby take the cloth go in and go out. haha.
I took my temperature 39.1 my dad very shock. Then ask me faster go see doctor.
He also moodswing sia, awhile later he lose his temper at me, then i said him MO MING QI MIAO!
then all the way we never talk. see doc, take medicine & go home.

Ate the medicine, and 12plus i wake up take the temp again, temp dropped to 37.7 alr.
3am plus wake up again cause i forget to press sent while replying baby.
Then dad came and touch my forehead. He ask me am i feeling cold. Then i say not really.
He said, not really still cover up until lidat. means still having fever. haha
He's still concern about me even though he moodswing.

It's been quite awhile since my temperature raised till 39+ degrees.
Mostly only 38+ degrees.

Today morning wanna eat breakfast cause hungry but still the same, throat infection.
Can't even drink. so i bear with the pain and finish up that half scoop of porridge.
Drank herbal tea, ate medicine. Take temperature 38 degrees. I am not having headache already,
i thought my temperature would be like 37 degrees something only. Who knows still at 38.

Now i just realize, When i drink herbal tea, it's not so pain already. WOOHOO.
Means later i can finally eat alittle bit more. wakakakaka !
Doc gave me a stronger anti-biotic cause he said my infection very serious.
The medicine really strong sia. no wonder cost $68. LOL.

I am hungry now, but no lunch for me ):
Shall order food that's easier to swallow.

Hope I recovered soon !

5 days later will be celebrating baby's birthday !
9 days later will be baby's official birthday .
19 days to 11th month-sary.
23 days to amy's birthday.
47 days to christmas.
49 days to 1st Anniversary.
53 days till end of 2010 !

Update Update !!

2010-11-04T08:39:00.008+08:00

Good Morning people.
I am getting up so early these 3 days. 5am plus daily.
Of course I catch afternoon naps else I would be exhausted to the extreme.
Was thinking of whether having my breakfast or not,
But i am getting hungry already,
so gonna eat my medicine first then wait till 11am & call for delivery.
The cafe opens only at 11am so i'll have to get starved for 2 more hours.
Great, reduced my calories intake . HAHAHAHAHA.

My boyfriend is booking out today cause tmr is DEEPAVALI :D
These 4 days wanna diet also very difficult liao. tsk tsk tsk.
Then he said to me "TOO BAD! HAHAHAHA" -.-

2 days back, went to Fish & Co at AMK Hub to celebrate Zina's birthday.
Jumbo full attendance except for Joreen as she's not feeling well.
(Tiger Prawn with Cod Fish) mine .

That was our first time to Fish & Co. Quite Expensive also we spent about $135.
I was shocked when my drink was served, Extremely Gigantic! LOL. just like US beer glass. LOL.

Okays, and this drink is called Mermaid freeze, which only cost $6.50 so cheap.
Taste exactly like Mango snow Ice. Love it. (:

Yesterday meet up with Joreen for dinner.
We had pastamania as my be-lated birthday treat. I am actually kinda happy that,
at least one of them treats me for birthday after 2 years. LOL!
So did some shopping with her. Baby was free since 7.30pm and he's waiting for me to call him.
Haha, and i make him waited for 2hours because I am SHOPPING. LOL.
I called him while waiting for bus, and it's only left with half an hour. HAHAHA. I am so bad.

Now is 9.58am already, 1 more hour to go.. i am starving already. omg~ giddy giddy.
Boyfriend's birthday falls on Hari Raya, but don't think he can book out that day.
The sergeant sure wun let them book out so many days de. Wed-Sun LOL. 5 days leh.
Can do alot of jogging & route march & physical activities.

Baby's bringing me to *Scape Theme Park cause he 偷看 my sms saying I am craving to go. LOL!
which he claimed that it's not 偷看. is because he 无聊 then 随便看看 only.
But anyway I am so looking forward to it. wahahaha.
I am so blessed to have such a nice boyfriend. Must Cherish. haha.

okays, finish updating already, nothing happen much last week also,
so can save the updates. Now I very nua to continue liao.
End my post here (:

9 days till celebration.
13 days to baby's birthday.
51 days to Christmas.
53 days t0 BLISSFUL 1st Year Anniversary♥♥♥♥♥.
57 days to END OF 2010.

♥ Loves ♥

Getting To November

2010-10-29T02:26:00.002+08:00

27/10/2010 - Happy 10th Monthsary.
Nothing much to comment about this day also.

Supposed to be meeting my friend for dinner earlier on,
but she bomb me. zzz~ nvm. so i slept till 7plus. msg with baby.
Ate soup but my stomach was not feeling good. Like maybe xiao hua bu liang,
cause after i ate breakfast i fall aslp.. and i am freaking exhausted then.
maybe it pull the whole digesting system back. So ended up lidat, But now i am fine already.

Had a slight gastric just now.
So went down to buy some snacks, in case the pain continues.
I am still hungry but i am lazy to go down 2nd time. so I must not eat already!
Every time say don't eat, in the end also eat.
My weekends baby's always replenishing fats for me.
This week he's booking out on a Saturday again cause he's got the damn guard duty =.=
and it's like damn early in the morning. Stress.
He doesn't want me to be overtired so ask me to wait for him at his house's bus-stop.
I said ok.

But I am gonna go all the way to fetch him & I didn't tell him.. what a surprise. HAHA. i am such a good gf :X hehehehe.

Okays, I am gonna try resting now.. it's 2.45am .

Still love you as much baby.
I am glad that I've made your birthday not just another day (:
and happy that you're FINALLY looking forward to it.
See you coming saturday honey <3

15 days left to celebrate baby's birthday
19 days left to baby's birthday.

Another Weekend..

2010-10-24T22:40:00.006+08:00

Friday night baby's mum pack food for us, and baby, really getting more like a pig.
He said, he eat until want sleep liao. & it's the funniest night ever. HAHAHA. secret :P

Went to JP on saturday with bf to get my lens from agnes.
I was having abit moodswing in the morning cause of 3 reasons.

(*I deleted the reason cause I think is not really nice to say* so forget it.)

While I was still in the bathroom, the electric went off. Luckily I bathed finish alr.
After that went back home to get leehong's nametag shun bian changed to my own shorts.
Waste quite some time because I went to the carnival awhile, while baby waits for me at my house.
Met baby at bus-stop instead. I am walking under the drizzles. I didn't complain ok.
Because it's damn cooling. I LOVE IT! the best part of the day is it rained.
Went to yishun to find baby's ah gong and mei mei cause need get the key for electrics.

Then went to look for agnes. Baby went to ManMaster talk to his ex-colleagues for few mins,
but i disappeared shortly. HAHA. I went for a lookout at the wallet shop.
Had our dinner at JP. I was so craving for Ice Cream and all those cold stuffs.
Of course, now can't eat. but after tomorrow , I will be FREE again!

We went back to woodlands to meet leehong, have to pass her her nametag.
While waiting for her, we do some shopping, and we bought goodies for Louie.
When we went home, Louie was out of the cage, and he tried to run out when we open the door.
He got scared when baby stomped his feet twice. LOL. Rabak.
Baby was damn angry with him. Baby shouted at louie asking him to come out.
He come out with an damn innocent face. But baby caned his buttbutt.
But nvm, he's fine cause I sayang him. LOL and feed him with the goodies.
We cleared his shit and urines and all the mess he made.

Peaceful saturday night, watch tv with baby until 1 or 2am plus.
He knocked out first whereas for me, I play games on his iphone till I finally bth it's going 5am. LOL.

So, today both of us wake up very late.. about 2-3plus.
I wake up later than him cause he went to prepare food for me..
So sweet, When I wake up, the food are served. ((:
He start packing up while I was on phone with Joreen then bla bla bla... bathed and headed out.

Loved the weather these 2 days & I love these 2 funniest night. HAHAHAHA! xD
Reached home peacefully. & I'm bored already.

Count down 5 days again. haha.
3 days to monthsary.
20 days left to celebrate baby's bday.
24 days to baby's birthday.
Love you baby (: Hope things all would get better :D

Damn Moodswing .

2010-10-22T03:45:00.005+08:00

I throw away all my accessories,
and I deleted all the photos in my com & camera because i am feeling emo earlier on.
& I dun really wish to take any more photos..

i hate moodswings! ARGH.

为什么要跟自己作对？
Now I am the one who's being stubborn and refuse to stay convinced.
I hope I can stop thinking about these anymore..
AND NO, I WON'T BREAKDOWN. No matter how hard you tried to pull me down.
I am just affected. Yes, I moved a little. but i won't breakdown.

2010-10-21T09:33:00.003+08:00

9.33am ! I am still so widely awake. Have not yet sleep since ytd 3pm. OMG!
What should I do now!? Why ain't I sleepy yet :\

Few days back went to meet my friend, though I am still having slight fever that night.
Supper. :D and also because she's down. Quarrel with her mum.
Went back home around 7 plus, damn can't hired a single cab at khatib.
In the end I took MRT back home. ~_~ Slept at 10am . lols!

Meeting her was an option. I know I shouldn't complain since I choose that option.
But I was quite -_- after some of the things she said.
I shouldn't have take in too much of what she said. Maybe just ting ting jiu hao.
Because everyone of us are different. We have different mindset.
Sometimes, I am just thinking that.. when will you stand at my point of view to see things...
You know.. I've been waiting for very long since we had our first quarrels & arguments.
I thought if I can bear with you, you will came to know and change by yourself.
In the end you know what, a leopard cant change its spots. I should let myself be convinced that, it's your character, your personality.
I guess you don't know, some of the words you said just hurted me.
I argued back is because I feel hurt, but you don't see it. You just want to win.
Alright, you win.I really don't feel like arguing. Look at the surface, it's peace.
Look deeper, it's hurting.

ok change topic.

Baby had guard duty earlier on.
& I was busy tidying my room from every corner because I am so bored & awake.
I can't said it's very clean now, because i am left with 40% undone.
And when I start to rest, i became lazy to move. HAHA.
So maybe have to wait till after I sleep and wake up. If wake up too late,
Then maybe will have to tidy again on friday afternoon.
Later gonna have steamboat at my house with Jumbo, so yeah, limited time.
Recently have been eating & eating & eating, don't gain weight PLEASSEEE...
Today I think I ate wrong things cause throat pain again :\ 天啊！when can i recover?!

27 days to baby's birthday....
Still no idea what to do for him yet leh... siens. ZEN ME BAN~
I should panic when it's left with only 7 days to his birthday. HAHA.
& 一转眼 it's only left with one day till baby book out. woohoo. :D

I think I will end it here. now's 10.30am already...
Sometimes.. I am thinking how different you think of me...
Sometimes.. I am thinking how special I am to you...
Sometimes.. I am thinking ............
Sometimes I am emo, because I always thinking of those stupid things.
Before I start my rubbish again, I should force myself to slp now.

Goodnight!

6days to 10th month-sary.
No one's gonna pull us down. We're still going strong.

Time, I need you fast & I need you slow...

2010-10-18T01:14:00.004+08:00

By counting the time, does the time seem to pass faster?....
it's really nice to have memories.. be it good or bad.

Black and White. LOL!

Didn't go fetch baby at Jurong on saturday, guilty :x but no choice I am sick :x
He msn me said I am so slow, but actually i am alr on my way to his house le.
bluff him I still not yet done. LOL.
Though i've been staying over every weekends, but it's like i still got lost. Took me quite awhile searching for his house, in the end I on the GPS LOL. Ask him come down to bring me up cause the lift is very dark I scare, he said DA BAI TIAN scare wad ! Then ask me go up myself, SO DAMN BAD. luckily got ppl went up with me then i MSN-ed him "SHUT UPPPPP AND OPEN THE DOOR!" lols. The first word i said to him after a week is : IDIOT#@%$#@$@ Lols!

Due to my cough and slight fever, our plan for roller blading changed.
Instead of exercising, baby and I catch The Child's Eye by Rainie.
Sorry Anna, this is the reason I said see first. Haha. But I tell you..
I only rate it 2 stars. I think it's better you catch it online. :P

Back to baby's house then he's hungry so asked his mei to pack food for us.
So we ended up having our dinner at around 11. So late, and the worst thing is that..
after eating feel so sleepy. LOL! jialat, building fats.
Just started to get into sleep and I start my coughing session.
Torturing the whole night but baby's like a dead pig beside me until he's finally getting abit conscious at around 10am plus. I was like damn shag still coughing away.
Get out of bed only at 12noon. At least catch some sleep in between the coughs.
So ya.. I am not really that tired when I wake up.

Went to buy ingredients for our brunch.
TADA~

I told baby I don't want eat white rice so he cook fried rice but with curry chicken as side dish. haha.
This time is just nice (: not that salty anymore . hehehe. must pei he me. xD
After eating and finish a movie regards wars.. it's already 5plus. Baby took a nap.
asking me to wake him up 5.45pm and he snoozed me the first time i ask him to wake up! LOL.
In the end he wake up at 6.05pm see, SNOOZED FOR HALF AN HOUR.
Packed up all that already like going 6.30 liao.. 969 so packed again, almost couldn't get in cause of those damn ppl who doesnt want to move their butts in.
Hahaha baby start to rush when we reached tampines. LOL. damn funny, then i said..
See lahs, now kan chiong already. Just now ask u wake up u tell me still got time -.-
Walked damn fast lahs. make me hot to the max and cause of the HOT & HUMID weather.

He told me something when we were inside the train.
awww man, damn embarassing! And he only told me at PASIR RIS OMGGGG WTF!
ya, i am like so shy about something. LOL.
went back up for train then bus back after sending baby off..
Some random guy surveyed me again, do i really have the look of "PLEASE SURVEY ME" :\
I said I am super hot and that guy fan me with his survey forms LOL! duh.
luckily today 969 not many people (:

Peace back home.

Later in the night, we were texting about his ippt thingy and he said something,
which is so pleasant to hear, and I know that he meant it.
"I train is just to pass ippt so that i can book out early to see u my dear. If not u think i will go do all those stupid exercise meh."
Walao, it's like damn true lahs, most ns guy's mind must be thinking this way too. HAHA.

lastly, I am just being random... I had so much cravings for food now .
Feel like eating, wanted to eat.. but ended up decided not to. it's not dinner uh,
it's cravings for some suppers. hahaha. But so late le.. don't want to build more fats.
So I Force myself to give up these thoughts and wait till tmr for REGULAR MEALS.
To self, Eat lesser please. hehehehe, even though baby dun like, but just ignored him :P

okays. that's the end of my weekend this week.
2.12am now. Bedtime mahjong. HOHOHO,
goodnight peeps. (:
Love Stallon <3

WHY COUGH NON-STOP ?!!

2010-10-15T02:29:00.003+08:00

Hi ppl, I am still sick. having cough & sore throat. My fever has gone (:
So no more bad headaches and giddy for me.
My cough is seriously very bad. I even bought the Blackcurrent strepsils for numbing effect..
But like no effect lehs.. Cough until cannot take it already.
Throat still very pain.. it's already the fifth day. Wonder when it's recovering.

Anyway baby should be coming back today de. Cause it's FRIDAY.
But... On sat they are going to discovery center for some army stuffs.
Which lead to him only can book out on a Saturday afternoon.
Is like he didn't even get a full day after booked out.
& sadly, another one more day for me to wait for him to be out.

Will be waiting him at Jurong since they are going to DC,
then we'll be heading to pasir ris park for roller blading which is located right the other end of the mrt lines.
Hopefully it will end up well.. and not ruined by me again. LOL!
Catching movie maybe after our dinner & guess we'll end the day.

Sunday baby will be cooking for me again :D
He asked me what I want to eat & I purposely keep saying sotong, sotong, squid, squid. LOL.
because baby don't eat sotong. HAHA. That's why I purposely disturb him. xD
So ya, I like his fried rice though he always make it so SALTY. But with the strawberry milk is perfect HOHOHO.

Looking forward to seeing him on saturday.
Is like supposingly just later only.. okays i shouldn't be ranting over this.
Should feel glad he's coming out.
4 Weeks time will be celebrating his birthday in advanced with him as he'll be inside his lovely bunk on his actual birthday with all his gays. LOL.
Haven't plan of what to do for him :\ Zen me ban~

3.03am already but i am still widely awake. oh no!
I think I should lie on my bed and play a few rounds of solitaire before I sleep. :D

Jumbo meet up soon kays.
Next event, Bowling :P alright with it?

Love My Sweetest Boyfriend Stallon Cheong <3

How much do you love someone...

2010-10-11T02:30:00.006+08:00

The most terrible thing is to look the worst in front of the one u love.
The best thing is they still love you despite the worst.

I don't know if this is the real thing.
But ya baby still love me despite i am in deep shit.
I've never felt this worst seriously.
This really got me into deeep depression the whole day & night.
I dunno is it because of my endless tears or is it something else..

this is how my right eye looks now.

For so long... I have never felt this terrible.
It's within my control, but it just happened to slip off my mind.
maybe Friday was an warning.
So ya, I don't wish to said the detail again.
i guess i must have looked the most terrible that moment.

BUT .

Baby told me it's ok. You know how greatly these 2 words affects me & heal me from the wounds.
Yes I admit I am feeling doubtful at that moment, and i felt so emotionally unstable.
I just breakdown and cry in the middle of the night.
I still feel quite terrible. But everything you did,
still proved that your love is unchanged.
The greatest gift I received from you, is your love to me.
At least I know I can rely on you. That you didn't throw me aside.
I didn't really want you to piggyback me. it's like people are looking.
Ok, I screwed up that day. And i felt damn guilty & upset.
Hopefully by baby's next book out I can get over it, seems like there are many things for me to get over these few weeks. EVERY WEEK. problem, obstacles to handle. damn it.

anyway saturday baby and I went to Pulau Ubin.

that's where the incident took place. so i continue... after my WORST,
We ate our lunch then We took van to the temple.
After praying we took ferry back to SG.

Took cab to cwp to watch Reign of Assassins at 7pm.
Before the movie start, Still have some time.. so we went to play some arcade games.
The movie is nice 4/5 for me. Piranha is a damn porno and bloody show. LOL.
Shall give it a 3.5/5 for scaring me in one part. LOL.
After movie... Back to baby's house & before that shun bian walk walk at pasar malam.

morning, my eyes cant open. as mentioned earlier, it's very red and painful + swollen.
We went out for brunch and baby start packing shortly after we came back.
So we were off to pasir ris at 5. Baby bought me alot of bread cause he scare I hungry.
And he only took one with him. know what, he complained to me he's hungry just now before he going to sleep. LOL!

I asked him something when I am on my way back home,
& his reply is what I am wishing to see. (: felt better anyway.
Trust you & Love you.

3.31am now. I should head to bed already.
so goodnight peeps. (:
Hope baby pass his IPPT later on! Loved <3

A Shorter Week

2010-10-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

Baby's coming back tomorrow.
I'll be fetching him again. It's far from our house but he's worth the ride.
I am feeling kinda nervous cause I will be going his house tomorrow.
Eventually i am scare instead of nervous.
If he knows I am saying "scare" again, he sure will say that same sentence again.
ok people, i am "scare" of his mum. It's not because his mum is damn fierce.
it's cause of some other reasons. LOL! But i love my boyfriend. what to do?
of course must be thick skin abit. I am gonna sleep before his mum reach home :x
I rather his whole family treat me invisible. sound kinda bad.
but i really wish to be transparent in front of them ):
it's been a week but i still need more time. I will sure overcome it.
if we can delete partial of our memory, it would be so much better. darn it.
i still saw my boyfriend's name appearing somewhere. haha but it didn't bother me much.
Because he's mine already (: and after so long, he still love me much

Baby's cough has yet to recover & I am down with sore throat.
I must remember to buy strepils tomorrow. Please remember!

anyway, this week, except for tuesday, all the days go quite fast.
*Tuesday* I need to emphasize on this, hard day for me to stone myself at home.
ytd went cck again. I am like damn regular to kbox lahs.
Had our late dinner cum supper @ civic de mac, is super fattening lahs.
eating mac at 11plus. Then start our gossips. haha. Reached home going 1 am.
& 1 whole week, BEEF EVERYDAY. Please lahs... give me a break!
Baby book out force me eat beef ): my dad also force me eat beef ):
I hope no beef for this weekend :X

I think I should head to bed already. it's 12.35am now.
Should really get some rest soon. maybe after an hour of rolling on bed. HAHA.
Update soon (:

Goodnight peeps .

Good Day.

2010-10-04T01:12:00.002+08:00

Thanks baby for everything. I felt so much better after everything u said & did.
Bringing me to breakfast, cook lunch for me. Bought my favourite strawberry milk & icecream.

fried rice.

this is our lunch earlier on. fried rice and soup.

So yeah, after saturday. today finally i tried not to think about it. Burdens unloaded.
don't wish to bring up this matter anymore. Just keep it to ourselves.
Well life goes on.

sent baby to pasir ris then back home.
reached chong pang wanna change bus, that damn 859 fker bus driver. like never see me lidat.
2 bus drove passed me just like that. nabei ! in the end i took cab go home.
baby said something very sweet to me. (: not gonna share.
anyway just brighten up my day. & I am gonna sleep now.

so yeah. hopefully next week he book out no more fk up things happen.
& btw i am upset on sat is not cause me and him not in a good condition or quarrel.
Just other problems. we're still very good. still as blissful.
just trying to overcome something that's all.
thanks all those who gave the concerns. love ya.

alright goodnight peepo.
love boyfriend <3

cineleisure again.

2010-10-03T07:49:00.002+08:00

finally got my minifan ytd. and baby insisted on buying this hk leg manual for me -.-

had a bad day yesterday.
didn't went to my fren said de chalet as well as didn't meet boyfriend.
I just keep finding alot of excuses not to meet him. damn myself.
If i can really pretend nothing happen maybe i would be much happier than now.
Though you already said alot to console me but i still cant get over it.
I hate the feelings i am having now. it's not that i don't wanna see you...
I've waited 2weeks already, of course won't wanna waste any days when you're back.

You also said, ask me to pretend nothing happened.
If I can then I won't be like this already. It's been 2 days.
& also I dun wanna bring it up to any of my friends. then i have no one to turn to.
but you just ask me to pretend nothing happened ): I really dunno how to face them anymore ):

I saw lh online wanted to talk to her. then she keep play play lidat.
I think that must be jonathan. then i appeared offline instead.
I still need a long time to recover. & I hope you'll really be there to shield me if something happens.
No matter what, i trust what you said. but bear with me some times to get back on my feet.

miss you too. sorry for making you upset all that again x.x

FINALLY 14 DAYS OVER!

2010-09-30T09:15:00.004+08:00

Went to take my blood test report yesterday night.
The nurse tat time poke my hand de said,"how come you got bruised here? you fall down ah?"
LOL! Funny lahs. fall down where got bruised at that de sia..
so i said,"No lahs, that time i come for blood test you all poke one." LOL.
okays, then she paiseh, said the bruise looked abit serious, after that she helped me to rub.

Anyway my haemoglobin dropped again. need to eat more meat meat meat -_-
The rest doctor said got improvement. But still can be improved more :D

Finally 14 days are over!
My boyfriend's coming back!! & he fall sick on the last day... So poor thing.
these 14 days he called me everyday without fail.
I thought he'd not call me since his phone no batt.
But he called me using his mate's phone everynight :D
He must be very tanned now. haha. can't wait to see charcoal. :x
I thought of start preparing after i wake up, but it's abit insane.
cause from now until i go fetch him still got very long hours to go.
and i am now rotting... feeling hungry... don't know what to eat :\

i had sucha lame dream just now. duh !
okays. no more to update. bye !
Love baby =3

The 9th (:

2010-09-27T04:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 9th monthsary dearie.
Still Lovely & blissful & going strong (:

Anyway went to Kbox at cck just now with zina.
We went there at 7.30pm but no vacancies. Called many outlets, and all available only after 10.
Joreen didn't tag along cause we're booking the time slot at 10pm.
So we do some shoppings at lot 1, then 10pm walked joreen to mrt.
and we headed to KBOX.
I was abit sad when i saw the time already 10 plus and baby didnt call me.
Then while queuing, baby called using his mate's phone again!!
I was ELATED and I smiled. Hope he would call me again tonight.
& that he don't forget to wish me.

Today didn't had any cramps. Bravo :D
Went back at 1am plus, maybe is due to F1 racing events, the mrt is still open.
Lucky us, don't have to spent extras on cabbing home.
But still , we have to walk home ourselves.

Missed baby when I was walking back.
Because he used to walk that path with me, but today I was alone ):
Really wish he could come out now. but impossible.
So I have to wait.... and wait..... and wait..... for 2 years.
I find it so stupid if i am reading my this post 2 yrs later and we're not tgt lahs.
Ya, so hope that everything goes smoothly for us. and that he can tahan me for yrs.
hahahahaha.

okays. i am going to sleep soon. tonight then update again. I am so free. LOL!
I am not going out today. so don't have to date me today.
Wanna rest well so I have energy for tuesday. & oh ya... wednesday don't date me also.
I wanna rest well so I can have some beauty sleep before I fetch baby! :D
Friends, see ya after 4th october if available (:

3 more boring days to see my dearest boyfriend <3
love you <3

spend spend spend.

2010-09-26T02:47:00.010+08:00

Went out with anna just now to marina square.
stomach cramp & cramp, pain & pain. f*
okays, i finally bought my flats at c&k for $42.
Replenish my masks for $30+ after that dine in for $28.

Anna's King Salmon.

& mine. Too much can't finish again.

So, overall today I spent $100+ today.
I am going to be broke soon. & I am still jobless ):

Today while having dinner,
An Unknown number called. At first I decided not to answer.
Then when it called 2nd time, I look at the time 9plus.
Then i starts to kan chiong, faster answer that call cause I know it must be baby!
Yea, it's really him (: Super happy . haha . talked for 11minutes :)

after that we went home.
1st time heard the mrt song, kinda weird.

Anyway, I have trimmed my hair. cut away the tail ): sadded
Later going KBox in the evening to 借酒消愁. LOL!

Missing baby damn lots. But not so depress like last week.
I know we are in love ;) love you baby <3

1 more day to 9th monthsary.
4 more days & I CAN FINALLY SEE MY BELOVED BOYFRIEND!!! WOOTS.

oh ya... my hand after blood taken ): first time like this,
The nurse can't find my veins therefore ended up in such a bad condition.
It's really pain to re-inject the needle again and again. though is at different place.
It's flesh not rubber. Makes me almost cry out. But i was strong enough to hold back my tears :D

now my veins are swollen and bruised. ):

Uncomfortable ):

2010-09-24T01:32:00.003+08:00

Baby called me using his bunk mate's phone today.
His phone no more battery already.
I was still sleeping when he called. Even so, it's like as usually,
the time we spent on phone talking to each other is getting shorter and shorter.
he said he will call me using his mate's phone again either tonight or tmr night.
is like at least i get to hear his voice, even though only few minutes.
better than whole week no news of him at all.

I really working hard to change my sleeping timing.
So I am gonna get back to sleep after blogging and everything.
Gonna see doctor tonight. Really tired. Have to take blood test, Ultrasound scan again.
That all for the blog today. I am feeling really unwell.

3 more days to 9th month-sary.
6 more days till baby book out.

Goodnight.

What The Hell !

2010-09-22T00:14:00.003+08:00

I miss boyfriend hell loads lahs.
Can't talk to him today cause, like he said,
"just got punish by the big fuck here, cause we late lights off."
Then he make them fall in with full uniform and vest. so strict. -.-
wo ke lian de baby~ nvm at least i heard his voice for about 10seconds today.
Tomorrow still have chance to talk to him.
He said he miss me until he bla bla bla just now. He's so cute.
love boyfriend deepest. haha.

Yet another day without you...

2010-09-21T12:10:00.005+08:00

I just finished reading baby & I 's old conversations.
no matter how many times I read it, over and over again, it still makes me smile.
even on those conversations that i am angry with him.
Guess these is all I can do when he's trapped inside tekong for 2 weeks. LOL.

I have done nothing since yesterday 11am+.
Started sleeping since that timing until 9pm plus. Baby called.
Talked slightly longer than the day before. hehe. probably 20mins plus.
The best thing everyday is to hear his voice at night.
Think his hp battery still able to hang on.
After hanging up with him, I did try to sleep back too.
I wanted to have a normal human cycle. At first I did fall asleep.
But after went to toilet the 2nd time at 1am plus, I start flipping on my bed.
Can't sleep. Closing my eyes, everything, don't work ):
lie on my bed till 4plus, I decided to wake up.

Bathed at 5am. LOL! I know it's very early.
But I felt very refresh for both before and after bathing.
Went to buy breakfast for myself as I am starving since ytd night I only ate an apple.
I feel like i ate too much for today ): I have finished my Marvelon 2 days back
& my last bar of medicine left 6. means after tomorrow I am free from medicine!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Hopefully my menses will come on 25th this month.
Then when I go see the doc, I hope no more medicines for me ):
I am very sick of eating the medicine ):
The small pills I still can accept lahs, but the big one is really too big already.
Hope I can recovered soon :|

oh ya, yesterday morning, because i am very bored,
I went to friendster and tagged. LOL. I just realised i have a tagged account.
Then I read a message some stranger sent me. Makes me laugh.
It's something like he's proposing to me, then said choose him is a wise choice. LOL!
Then got some messaged said, You are so cute and sweet and pretty, bla bla bla.
I find it damn stupid lahs, because my photo can't even see the face. LOL!
This is what they called "Blind Words". Friendster also change alot. haha.
Oh well, now I am most familiar with facebook only. But it's getting bored too.

I'm like spending most of my time on fb when baby goes in to ns.
seriously I am freaking bored to the max, but i just leave it open for nothing.
I really miss baby badly. 9 more days to go yet it feels like 9 years to us.
Can't wait to see his chaotah face next week. finally it's NEXT WEEK & not 2 weeks time XD
WOOOOHOOOO~!
Wanna slim down few KG so when he come out i can say,
"you see i suffered so much when you go ns, lose weight liao."
But it's kinda hard. LOL! Since today I ate so much, probably gain few more kg instead.

ok I realise this post is too long. LOL!
I am gonna talk to my love love liao. Update again very soon :D

Love boyfriend <3

6 more days to 9th monthsary.
9 more days till baby book out.

No one owes You anything.

2010-09-19T23:08:00.007+08:00

sometimes you just have to accept the fact that someone has left you.
Is not that everyone will stay throughout your life, waiting for you, loving you.
you can choose to love or not to love, so why can't I.
I've put in my efforts, done my part. But you don't. So don't blame.
no matter how much you rant, you won't change anything.
saying harsh things about me won't change anything either.
I have wasted my youth getting head over heels on you,
ended up, everything just don't worth it. If, in other word,
you had at least treat me little bit better, maybe I won't feel so regretful.
But, too bad. I don't think I deserve all those shiats from you.
So I decided to put everything behind. I am glad, I had a new start (:
I am blissed because I saw the one who's truly caring for me.
Once you put in 100% and you will know. For just once is enough.

oh, i've forgotten, you did put in 100% before, but not for me (:
Just get over everything. & this would be the last time i blog on this.
Goodbye!

Baby called me at 10plus, we just talked for 10mins. damn limited time.
his hp already low batt. so tmr maybe will be the last day he can call me. sian ttm.
baby got B for swimming today. LOL! I was shocked when I heard that from him.
His swimming is like..... so..... noob like me. haha. we both can't swim for long.

I love you stallon (:

Be Forgiving

2010-09-19T05:32:00.008+08:00

Yesterday talked with baby, ended the call not really happy.
i am angry with him cause he said i sent so many similar msg to him, send wrong is it!
I said I won't be sending him any message today anymore, try me.

Then i spent the rest of my time from 10.30pm till now editing my blog.
Yeah, because I have nothing better to do.
While I was editing my blog, I thought of some sweet things he said to me,
I decided to forgive him. Ya, i am like so forgiving. He text me just now at 5.15am.
So.. I replied. My mind said, don't reply! but my fingers already pressed sent.

Anyway, I decided to delete the post I posted yesterday.
I am really so depress that I wanted to talk to someone but couldn't find any.
& finally, lao tian you yan. hahaha. The person I msn-ed, replied me at 6am plus.
Called him and share about my thoughts and asked for some opinions from a guy's point of view.
Maybe girls, really tend to think too much, stressing ourselves.
& maybe what he said is right. I should forget about it since it's considered irrelevant to us.
I should be broadminded and not think about whether he lied about it or not.
so FOOLISH! hais. forget it. I just hope things will be working fine between us.

Ya, and my this friend, asked me out for breakfast.
Haha, rejected. Not trying to be mean to him. Thankful for his advices,
But it's unnecessary to meet up :x & he knows I don't eat breakfast since 2yrs ago. DUH!
So ended up, I fall asleep at 8 plus.

Now is another new day,
Baby's training hard again.
I should be treating him nicer and be more understanding to him now.
He told me he's sunburned. OMG, jialat... thursday i'll be seeing a chaotah man.
Hope his hp batt don't die so fast.

It's been 3 & a half days without him...
I missed him so much! gonna wait till night then can talk to him again.
He's worth the waiting. even though it's just 15-45mins.

I just want you to know, I am so blissed to be your gf <3
I love you always my *tsk tsk tsk stallon* haha! (:

8 Days to 9th Monthsary. *(101% confirm he don't remember again)*
Though I always don't remember too, but at least I managed to rmb twice.
Guess In future also won't forget anymore. I jotted down !
11 Days to baby finish 2 weeks of bmtc. (FETCH BABY!!)
14 Days till baby book in again.

Sad Time Begins !

2010-09-16T22:25:00.004+08:00

shaved his hair on 15th.

Baby went in NS today.
These last few days even though many things happened
but we still spent it quite worthily.
He went to buy supper for me just because I said I want it. So sweet.

2 weeks I am gonna live without him... how tough not seeing him for 2weeks ):
slept 3 times today after I came back from his house,
still it's still on the same day. Now waiting for baby to phone me.
I am like super miss him even though it's not even a day yet.

):

2010-09-13T17:52:00.005+08:00

gonna be lesser than 3 days left only ):
So fast...

Last 2 nights have been going yishun for supper.
Played Left 4 Dead with baby, until i want puke. LOL!
Back home around 6 plus in the morning. living my life to the fullest.
tonight i am going kbox with baby again. Can't wait to see him.
Really miss him damn much today.

2nd birthday celebration by family.

(:

2010-09-11T19:39:00.004+08:00

9th sept went to baby's house , he bought some ingredients & prepared lunch for me.
Supposed to watch movie that day, but he sleep until 11plus! wth.
ended up we didn't catch the movie.
Sleep until 1pm, took bus to my house nearby's coffee shop for our brunch.
Then baby sent me home to change clothes and prepared for 1hour plus. LOL!
and we're out again.

Watched 2 movies yesterday and we only spent $28 for 4 tickets.
We bought our tickets for Resident Evil After Life 3D for $14 (so expensive).
Showtime was scheduled at 6.30pm but some technical problems occurred in projecting.
So yeah, we got a complimentary ticket, which means we get to exchange 1 ticket to 2 movies.
wahahaha, we exchange it to 7.30pm for Resident Evil & 11.55pm for Cats & Dogs.
How interesting. hahaha. I was still saying about how expensive the movie ticket is,
when these awesome thing happened xD so , we ended up watching 2 movies.

Went off early at around 3am plus after walking back with baby, i took cab home.
usually I don't go home so early when meeting baby. LOL.
it's cause my dad miss me. HAHA. still... i slept at 7am . lols.
I am meeting baby today again de.. but have no idea where to go

These 2weeks are awesomely spent (:
Loves and appreciate everything baby did for me, the chalet and everything.
5more days to baby's enlistment date.... omg so fastttttttttt...........

:D

2010-09-08T02:05:00.001+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO IS SO FUN !
Spent whole day there after we checked-out. LOL!

(: .

2010-09-02T15:12:00.004+08:00

My blog feel so alive. hahahha!
finally I met bf again yesterday.. I am like missing him so much(anyway it's just a day).
I've been walking real lots these few days. my feet are in needs of ermegency aids.

meet up with joreen to check out on my bday cake as baby's having buffet.
kinda rush, after checking out on the cakes,
Rushed to buy a pair of shoe for baby's mum cause it's her bday.
I am having quite a hard time choosing, finally I got a pair which i think is nice.
Starving much, but almost all the restaurants are closing.
So we head to Mac instead. Quite long didn't eat mac already. haha.

Baby got home and texted me. I told him I am starving and am eating.
After eating, it's already about 11.
meet up with baby inside the bus as we've got the same direct bus.

i'll be seeing him tmr & 4 & 5 & 6 & 7 & 8 & 9 & 10 & 11 & 12 & 13 & 14 & 15 &16
hahahaha! super happy. (: (: (: treasuring the last moments before he go ns.
I just love spending every moment with him till my eyes about to close.
baby you are so much like a gift to me! love you so much.
thanks for keep reminding me to take my medicine cause i always forget. haha.

these few days always can't sleep..but i slept well every day. LOL.

1 more day to kbox with baby, anna and jx.
2 more days to celebrating bday with baby.
3 more days to chalet & universal studio.
14 more days to baby's enlistment day.

omg~ time is getting faster and faster already.

picnic .

2010-09-01T03:43:00.005+08:00

Great day picnic with my babes.
but a tortured when going home. Don't wanna mention it.
I just totally moodless since I got home. & same, i dun wish to elaborate further.
4.30am already.. I just can't sleep. hais.

sometimes i wonder wads wrong with me....
I miss baby so much today cause of all these stupid things..
but kinda upset he didn't gave much concerns.
i would rather share these to my friend who would at least give me some concerns.
i just feel like he don't care much for me today. maybe alittle.
ya we have our own activities today... just feel no certainty..
things get slightly better only after he reached home.
i think is maybe is i am not so understanding. i am selfish to kept him as mine only.
maybe i should stand in his shoe to see his point of view..
it's getting hard to guess what he's thinking already.

these few days totally make my body aches damn badly.
feel so shag. shag shag shag shag shag!
my eyes are tired, yet my mind can't stop working.
felt so torturing.. please stop everything.. i need a break.

♥♥♥

2010-08-31T14:31:00.003+08:00

Enjoyed my day with baby yesterday (:
Super super love him!
Except for edure awhile of my pains the rest is perfectly fine.
Hope this could go on like forever . haha .
&& Avatar is such a loooooooooooooong movie.

Thanks baby for the lovely surprise. I love it alot.

Thanks for the flower and camera and everything you did.
I really appreciate it. Thanks for showing so much initiative in this relationship (:

I love you Stallon.

What a Day .

2010-08-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

This morning when I woke up, I am very displease with myself because I have to wash my bedsheets.
Then I went to the toilet & I realise I can't stand for too long because of the free flow.
I rushed to my room and lie on my bed due to the sudden short breath and semi black-out.
hais... same routine again... slowly catch some breaths... then the fucking cramps begins.
it's really F.U.C.K.I.N.G pain. I rolled myself on the bed screaming like crazy.

Well at least now i am better.
today is the most painful cramp... the third day.
The bad thing is I ran out of pain killer tablets. So I can't stop the pain temporary.
Haha. Anyway, I am fine now so it means I am still able to overcome it.

Yesterday, i had a bad day ): and i cried for some damn lame reasons.
but after baby said something it totally brighten up my day.
i hate you sometimes for being so you, but still love you more.
Thanks baby for making me :)

Today's baby's last day of work already.
The rest of the days before he go ns will all be MINE. awesome! haha.

1 more day to start new medicine.
2 more day to watching *Avatar LE* with baby.
3 more days to picnic with my cuties.
5 more days to shopping with baby.
6 more days to sing k with baby, anna & jx.
7 more days to my birthday celebration with baby.
8 more days to birthday chalet & Universal Studio with darlings.
19 more days to baby's enlistment day

time starts to get fast already. OMG !

~

2010-08-28T01:43:00.002+08:00

10 days I've awaited...
think it's gonna end with nothing again... hais .
damn disappointed.

Hello Hello

2010-08-25T17:40:00.003+08:00

I had this deceiving feeling inside...
I feel like saying this right to your face,
IN FACT, i still treat you as my friend, despite everything.
letting the fire went off slowly itself.
it's not that i am trying to give myself another chance to fall in love with you.
I've given up since the last time i asked you.

I just felt so cheated by you,
when you told me can't do this, can't do that.
and i followed what you said. So, no this, no that.
2years I've wasted. Doubting you, yet i didn't go against you at all.
Think back, do i really deserve it alone?
we are still friends... but I couldn't hold back myself to said that...
you are actually someone that's not worth dying to be with.

I've been restricted so many things that regards you.
I really feel like deleting everything of you.
I used to think the nice ways of you. But these days I realised..
you are so selfish. you can make whichever decision you want. yet i cant.
what makes you change your mind from those that can't be done, to be done now?
I really don't understand why do you have to do this. whatever.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------

2 more days to 8th month-sary.
3 more days to baby's last day of work.
4 more days to start new medicine.
5 more days to watching movie with baby.
6 more days to picnic with my cuties.
8 more days to shopping with baby.
9 more days to Singing K with banana JX.
10 more days to birthday celebration with baby.
11 more days to Chalet & Universal studio with darlings.
22 more days to baby's enlistment day ):

Gonna be very busy in september.
Gonna be damn shag too.

Baby is being so nice to me lately..
He's always nice. Just recently even better (:
I am so glad to have him with me.
Yes, maybe we're still in our honeymoon period.
But of course, i hope these happiness will last.

To Be Loved

2010-08-22T19:23:00.001+08:00

I can see your face everywhere I look
But everywhere is nowhere without you
What seemed to be like days was just a moment in time
But it meant the world to me, cuz I knew

What I’ve been searching for all of my life
I had it right here - in front of my eyes
And what I’ve wished for was nothing compared to what I received
When you were here with me

And if you’ll never come back
And today was all that we had
And if I won’t see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won’t matter because
Now I know what it’s like to be loved… my…

You’re so far away but I feel you so near
It’s like you never left me - never said good bye
I can hear your voice in the crowd
I can feel you touch me right now
I can see you smile when I close my eyes

And I hold on to that every night
To help me understand - when I ask myself why
Of all the people out there - you chose to be with me
To share a love so rare

And if you’ll never come back
And today was all that we had
And if I won’t see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won’t matter because
Now I know what it’s like to be loved

What a beautiful thing - to feel your love within
Like a child that sees the sunshine on the first day of spring
Just to know it’s true - there is someone like you
Who can make me believe there is nothing I can’t do

If you’ll never come back
And today was all that we had
And if I won’t see tomorrow with you in my arms
It won’t matter because
Now I know what it’s like to be loved… my…
To be loved…

2010-08-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes... i really can't read myself....
sometimes... i hope someone was able to read my mind....
sometimes... i wanna hide....

chou xiao zi !!!

2010-08-20T14:44:00.002+08:00

See what my cute little brother did to my computer.

Damn pro one.

2010-08-11T00:39:00.003+08:00

haha

messed

2010-07-18T04:51:00.002+08:00

1st Bad event, The taxi driver, SO RIDICULOUS!!
I TOLD HER I WILL BE GOING 2 PLACES. And she jus fucking press the stop meter
upon reaching the first location. F.U.C.K $#@^@
And I was charged extra due to her own PERSONAL MISTAKE.
She said she would minus the extras, Yeah she calculated it for me.
But after she charged my credit card, I paid her cash for the extra distance,
I gave her $10 and she only return me $2. Then where's my another $3....
How can she charge me for her own faults. WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I was like forget it, $3 don't gek gao with her.
Even though 3 bucks can do quite alot of things.

2nd bad event, as we were shopping, we walk passed an extension shop.
After a long term of considers, we stepped in.
I can said, it's actually one of worst decision, and it ruined my happy spirit.

I planted eyelashes on my eyes.
I have emphasize I wan looks natural.
The lady said it looks natural.
But to me , it's just like pasting a hard fake lash on my eyes.
And it's seriously very uncomfortable.

I tried to convince myself to accept it so as to not ruin my mood.
But I just get irritated by these 2 fake bushes.
then we went back for some adjustment.
The feeling is like, you're paying for something that you're not satisfied.
I can't stand 2 hard things on my eyes. Even my fake lashes are softer than it is.
I would rather paste and take out my falsie everyday than to have 2 bushes lidat.
It looks totally weird after i removed my make up!
The contrast is very big. Imagine a naked face with a pair of eye-makeups not removed.

I wanted to had it removed, but my friend said i waste money.
hais. But what's done have already. what to do.

3rd bad event of the day.
Movie tickets sold out ! F .
Means no movie for us. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF !

Then Went for some shopping again, But i am like in a totally moody mode.
Bought a belt , a bag and a jacket.
I am happy i finally bought a bag i like in a satisfied price.
At least it raised my spirit by a little.

Came back home , do some rantings to bf.
& then i fall aslp twice. so i am blogging now.
ARGH WHAT A BAD DAY.

Shoppings

2010-07-16T01:03:00.003+08:00

Hi people I am here to update my blog.

REcently have been doing shoppings and shoppings.
it's making me a shoppaholic, I don't want to be ):
But I just love to shop !

Spent around $300 few days ago buying some really expensive clothes.
Have been trying out in the fitting room for around an hour or so.
Well , we're just like the fishes waiting for the shop keepers to throw bait at us.
though I am satisfied with what i bought there,
But i am also bleeding. bleeding for my money. lols!!

Dining in restaurants , Cabbing , Chalet , so many out flows yet no income for me :\
my facial products are running out again. argh . without those my face gonna rot already.
so many things to be replenished . headache uh.

Bought the 3-in-1 hair set yesterday, and 3 more clothings.
This is the first time I bought 3 clothings without trying and i am satisfied with all 3.
Very satisfied with it (: and it's only $40+ Cheap and Valuable. haha!
I can said, it's better than another 3 i bought few days back, which i tried it in the fitting room. And it cost triple!!

&&& I am gonna dyed my hair this coming sunday.
Super wanted to see the outcome. My hair needs more vitamins.
Maybe I'll do a treatment for her. she seems to be sick.

This month is the most fulfilling month i had. Packed with events.

And friends thanks for concerning about my health. don't worry (:
my body still working fine uptill now. Just having slight gastric.
I guess it's due to the medicine's side effect. But I am fine ^^

Alright, i guess this should be sufficient for my updates.
I'll update more unless i am lazy xD

Take cares. ((:

개인의 취향

2010-06-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

Catching my qing ai de new drama
Personal Taste 개인의 취향

Ciaoz.

Hello

2010-05-30T07:16:00.002+08:00

Hi my dear blog, it's going to be a month since i last touch you.
hahaha.
2months, not doing good.. not any much improvements also.
let's wait for another week see if it gets better.
If not I think i am gonna die of it sooner or later. laughs.

anyway, I've been planning for my birthday recently,
though it's still 90days+ away but still kinda excited.
Not feeling well yesterday & slept for whole day.
and having some uncertainty, but i guess everything's gonna be alright.

i guess i am gonna catch some sleep .
goodnight people (:

Storms & Bigger Storms...

2010-05-04T02:19:00.003+08:00

3weeks back I started feeling unwell.
and then the pain of my stomach begins....

it was until few days back...
I started reach the max level whereby i rolled myself up.
the pain is beyond imagination.
And that's the 2nd time before the was sent to hospital.
the 2nd time that feeling of the pain is taking my life away too.

and then i started thinking...
if i really died... how is my funeral gonna be like..
which photo they will put..
and who's coming.. or... who I doesn't want them to come..
and many faces appeared...

miracly, i survived (:
i cant help but to cry because, it's really hurting badly.
can you imagine how i felt when the doctor wrote an emergency letter to the hospital
A&E department.
is it really.. omg , 完蛋了。。
i really don't wanna become someone's 累赘 .

my dad... hardly sleep.. took care of me the whole night.

intensed period.
Can't seem to take any food.
throwing ups.
有气无力
blood test result, a week before this happens was fine.
need to improve on certain insufficients that's all.

but who knows, 2nd storm hit me :\
sometimes is like... you're seeing someone in pain...
you tried your best to do everything that you could so that they can be more comfortable.
but all these just isn't really able to cure it..
something like : 看在眼里，疼在心里。
this best describe my dad. I tried to surpress the pain,
because i don't wanna see his 无奈的表情. and his depressions..
I feel bad.. because i feel like a burden to him..
such a good father.... :\

i have been feeling relieved after 2days since i came back from hospital.
but today... idk why.. the pain started again.

now i am confused. which medicine should i eat....

2010-04-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

fk sia. I cant seem to cut down on my spendings. zzz
Half of the month only And I break my wishlist's record already.
It's like wanted to save, but some things are neccessary to be bought.
It just arrived at the wrong timing lahs seriously.

The flowing is too fast.
I wished i would cut down on it. haiz.
Damn emo lahs. Recently my mind really NO PEACE.
after sick then now that fucking monthly cycle come.
Today weak dao..... then work work work. stress stress stress.
Feel like staying at home kiao ka. ~_~
Never had a good rest at all.
Haven't enjoy life enough yet.

Clubbing filled up my mind everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I WANT GO CLUBBING LAH. @#%@!#^&

Summarise my total outflow:$1,246.00 .
STILL GOT 11 DAYS!

Perhaps

2010-04-11T09:12:00.003+08:00

So... you're still lively.
I was so impressed of myself that I'm actually worried about you.
After I've totally lost every sign of you, I am actually worried about you.
Of how have you been, where have you gone or something.
It's really something I shouldn't do. - That's my nature.

Perhaps.

I happened to come across the old photos we took.
That's when i was struggling hard to think about the good points of you.
No matter how worst you are I've accepted you once & twice.
No matter how many worst situations you gave me, I forgave you twice & thrice.
and even more than that. We always have a clearer mind after everything is gone.
But now if i were to think back, sometimes... I still felt I'd forgive you.
Which makes myself a fool.

Still, I would smile at the photos u took. smiling to our past & then grief over it.
& because I went through so much, forgiveness doesn't seem possible.
maybe by staying this way, without any communications would be the best idea.
Everything just vanished & everything about you is gone.

Some things are best to be erased. You are the one I'd like to erased the most.
But it's not possible. Naive thinking of erasing someone.
The happiness is like so little, but the hurt is like so deep.
no matter how many years gone, the hurt only lessen but never be gone.
You killed the heart that loves you. But I am fine you see.

Even now I know who's always been good to me, but every step I took seems wrong.
All of you are linked. It's kinda driving me crazy.
& I have to spent those hours grieving over those foolish thing i did.
Sometimes I even felt like closing all connections with your friends too.
But that's too mean. Cause I'm not this type of person.
& my conclusion is, no matter how nice you treat someone,
if they don't appreciate it, You'll slowly lose the interest of interacting with them.
That's when most people starts to get further and further.

For me, I've encountered many times.
We were once so close, and then sooner or later the bond is gone.
Lovers or friends are the same.
one side trying to maintain, the other side doesn't cooperate.
Things will never work out.
If your heart is getting tired, rest for awhile.

I am resting, waiting for it to recover..
There is no hurry for it, all we need is time.

LOLLIPOP

2010-04-01T09:28:00.004+08:00

MY NEW PHONE :D
LOLLIPOP PINK.

Shiat . Again ! x.x

2010-03-31T22:28:00.005+08:00

Total Expenses Spent For Month March : $1775.19

Argh, I need to quit this bad habit!
Spent money to make myself happy.
aw man, this is crazy !

Any tips to keep myself from spending so much money ):
Drop me an email : shattered-memories@hotmail.com

I am seriously a shoppaholic!

Just 3 days , bought 5 tops, 1 bottom & 3 pair of shoes.
GOSH! And the rest of my money flows like river.
left in right out.
April expenses MUST BE lesser than 500 :x

Random

2010-03-25T06:08:00.002+08:00

Confucius passed away for 2489 years.
so so so long ago..
Where does he go to....

though i dont like to study,
but i still love history like ever. haha.

shiat .

2010-03-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

2weeks of spending.
$660 - $50 + $500 = $1,110.00
shiat , how come so much !?

说到做到

2010-03-14T04:35:00.008+08:00

2 years ago, it happened to be that you are the first star that i fell for.
& thought it was a miracle or rather coincidence that your name matches my link.
And thought it was fated to be. to know you and everything. to filled my missin star.

2 years later, some things changed, some things remain.
You said love is all about chemistry and feeling between each other.
So, i guess.. it's not we are not fated. just that yoú are not the right star.
Just one of the stars that happen to get my attention & from attention into liking.

So after these years,
perhaps just wanted to get the last message from you.
And now I got it. The truth is I am really fine with what you said to me. really.
We still will be friends like before. Good friends if you'll treat me as one(:

My wedding song ;D

2010-03-03T07:43:00.003+08:00

My Wedding Song =P

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

I will love you, this song is so so so much dedicated for you.
no matter how far we're apart, you still captivates my heart.

I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.

2010-02-15T13:17:00.001+08:00

I've slept 2hours to prepare for my long day today.
omg! Shag . lols ;x

2010-02-13T13:18:00.005+08:00

it's cny eve now.

& I am FUCKING PISSED!

Hohoho

2010-02-11T02:06:00.002+08:00

Hi all, I am back (:
Back to where ? back to the universal of sg. lols!

today is a good , bad , funny and blur day for me.
hahaha.
gonna share with my friends about this dumb thing i does.

evening when i was boarding train,
i am supposingly be alighting at dhoby ghaut station as i'm heading to clark quay.
But... i missed the station. So in other word,
I alight at city hall, and i've to get to upstairs to do a turning back.
Good, I reached Clark Quay ;D

And then i accidentally spilled bleach water into my eyes.
omg... that was damn pain. And then my eyelashes dropped ):
Right after that I kicked onto a hard metal. so painful.
That was so bad ):

What wrong with me!
When i boarding train back home,
I saw Khatib, woah... you know, i was damn happy.
Reason : Because I didn't miss my station. haha
But you know what, I alighted the next station.
BECAUSE, I thought i've reached!
And then this lame thing happened.... I went down the escalator,
Still not knowing I am actually at the wrong station. LOL...
I am puzzling why it looks so different from last time.
And then this is when i saw the signboard : YISHUN STATION
i was like duh -.-" so i headed back to the platform again.
argh... how many times i've got to go up and down the platform.

I am saying WTH to myself today.
somethings wrong with me. haha.
But reflecting back... it seems abit funny to me.
Well... guess I'm just kinda blur today that's all.
*patpat* every tomorrow will be better ;D

Take cares all ((:

(:

2010-02-01T02:18:00.003+08:00

I am Super Happy , Delighted , Thankful , Excited and Satisfied today.
I got some things I wanted, get some compliments by people.
Today is definitely one of the happiest day of my entire life (:
getting insomnia but it's ok. haha.

Few Days Back.........

Helen stayed over at my house for good wines and good stories (:
&I broke the glass hahahaha! :x
Anna bunned my hair cuz she said i bunned until looked like a porn star -.-"
Tommy said I had a nice bun ( thx to anna )
Anna said I'm just like a baby.
Yeah, you know all Anna(s) can be my moms. haha!
I toppled something onto an American but he smiled at me and said it's ok.
Met new friends, Carlyn, Pansy, Dickson, Margaret, Shawn and Wilson.
And most important, The Caucasians loved me :x hahaha.

after all these experience,
I realised... I don't really hate life. It's like...
sometimes we do need a break. But that's because there's more awaiting for us in the future ;D
So even if I am quite tired most probably everyday,
I still feel happy about it (: so far uptill now.
Hope this feeling last ^.^

Chinese New Year's coming.
I am happy cause I'm gonna spent it most likely with my friends and family ((:
Alright that's all. Take care everyone.
Blissed for everyone :) <3

2010-01-28T03:28:00.002+08:00

Watched The movie Legion yesterday.

Why is angmoh so handsome ;\
{ I have nothing to blog about the days i spent }
{ not because my life is boring }
{ it's the other way round }
{ I'm like super busy enjoying life ;D }

it's like, life is short, so we shouldn't waste any day.
I'm satisfied with current routines, I sleeps little, but I am totally fine with it.
Satisfied growing up in a good family.
though we are not filthy rich that kind,
but we are able to afford what is needed.
Dad says, he supported me for my decisions in whichever way I wana get in life.
if in any case i wanna do investments or perhaps fulfilling my dreams.
I'm very happy that he supports me. & I want to be filthy rich in future =P

This future, how long to come ;\
what if in 10 years time, i am still stuck D:
so i should start to gain experience in life from now on.
I want to be fking rich. So I can throw money at Billgate.
LOL!

updating..

2010-01-15T22:08:00.004+08:00

hi all,
i am here to update the small soil on my thigh.
the surrounding is much better than before.
not much pain, just having numbs.
& couldn't wear any bottoms, which gets me pretty headache
when i am going out.
I've to like bandage it to the fullest in order not to feel the pain.
And I am so sick eating so many medicines ~_~

The picture below might be gross. haha ~
it's how the condition is now. kinda red as it bleed quite a few times these few days.

I am like having bruises quite often too.
my hands and my legs. So poor thing. haha. that's it.

bye~

grrl~

2010-01-14T01:28:00.003+08:00

Finally I am gonna blog.
Damn it. there's something growing on my thigh which was named small soil.
okays, I don't know what the fk is this thing.
It just getting more and more horrible.
And today. the skin actually bursted open.
maybe is because of the medicine i apply.
but it's just fking ugly lahs.
Here's the pictures.

Seriously, now i damn scare D:

Loved (:

2009-12-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hees . Stallon is Loved!

Movies & Ks.

2009-12-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

Ninja Assassin caught me unprepared today.
seriously this is the 1st time I watch M18 violence.
I didn't know, it will happen so fast and omg lahs, the cuttings were just so real.
And I open my eyes big big to see the head being cut off so unprepared.
I thought it would be something like killed already then show the corpse.
Then I realised, it's M18. So it's VERY VIOLENT!
Almost got heart-attack from that scene.
But after that I have mental prepare already.
it's Bloody Bloody. Very Bloody & Rain's figure is so good. haha.

Raging Phoenix with Anna on 20th Nov.
hmmm... this movie is nice. kinda funny and I like the fighting part.
thrilling. haha.

Last Friday went to bugis with Anna & Jo.
It's like we've not been to bugis for so long already. Well...
Had a sumptuous shopping. Bought a pair of Heels. it's like, ya it's heels again.
I know I bought lotsa heels. But it's just so tempting. LOL!
Also a top, a dress, a bag and a watch. So overall, I am satisfied. ((:

Sunday went to party world with Jo,
From abit depress become happier (:
cab home continuously 2 nights due to no bus and train.
Both days were $9 lols. so accurate.
Had a long chat with friends on phone for few days.
And I am planning for another K session within this week :D

anyway,
happy birthday to Amy. (:

Random..

2009-11-25T23:45:00.004+08:00

Lols, so random,
I dreamt it was the end of the world last night.
there's anna and joreen and my family, and kinda empty. lols..
then there's tsunami.. singapore submerged. LOL! wth.
I hope this dun happen. duh.
and then kinda funny, what would you take with u...
anna and me took handphone. as in, in the dream last night..
when we were running for our lives. LOL. abit funny and scary also....

OooooOooOO

2009-11-20T02:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday watched 2012. nice movie, though it's 2 and a half hour.
It would be best if 100% of my focus is on the movie.
too bad 10% of me wanna go toilet. LOL!
Full-house yesterday, so there were only left with 6 seats available.
4 seats were scattered around the cinema and only 2 seats were by row.
So we took the 2 seats. At first I am not very happy with the seats.
But when the movie starts, I was busy focusing with the show haha.
And so, there's no affection who's sitting next to me.
Anyway that's the first time I am seated separately with my friend.
So means next time I can go watch movie alone already. LOL!!!

Today I watched Christmas Carol with Joreen.
At first I catch no ball what is it about.
but slowly I understand it. haha. shocked by 2 scenes :x
and one of the scene I screamed. but not very loud, just shocked!! lols.
quite funny and abit scary. abit giddy with the flying.
maybe 3.5/5 it's like quite early for x'mas carol. lols.
it's nice if parent would bring their child to watch this show. haha.
I would bring my daughter for this show too unless she's legible lols!
I think is meant for 3 and above. 3 years old already legible right??

Bad news from my friends, doushite?
But I still hope you'll get what's best for both of you.

Stomach has been crying for a week. Finally it's feeling better.
And I really feel like clubbing again x.x dance till daybreak, drink drink.
you know drinking with friends is better than drinking alone. lols.
it's like a month since I last went to pubs.
好想去!!!!! Thanks to amos for keep asking me am I at club house. ROAR!
3 more weeks for me to CLUB!!! LOL!!
I will try to psycho my that impossible friend for clubbing again. muahaha.
One last time maybe. zhadan zhadan zhadan!!! hahahahahhahaa.

Jeremy, lols...
i guess.. I will still be smiling talking to him like before (:
hope to see him once more in these 3 weeks if possible.
Because he didn't update me about the dance performance thing argh,
and so I missed out his performance which is one last sunday.

ys ns enlisted on 11 dec, good luck :x and farewell T_T
& jy for tp ;D I hope he pass.

FOOLISH.

2009-11-12T09:30:00.004+08:00

Super fed up.

Today I am supposed to be at simei,
And I am up in my house ALONE! at this hour.

I was up since yesterday and did not sleep until it was 5am plus this morning.
My this nice classmate text me at 5plus asking me sleep already anot?
and i said, I have yet to sleep. Great thing is she just woke up.
I asked her what time the bus's leaving, she told me 8.45am.

& then she asked me if I wanted to sleep for a while.
But i told her, I am going to prepare for school soon.
and since she's so nice, she offered to give me morning call at 6.45am
So, I can take a 1 hour nap.

I had this weird dream that she didnt call me.
And I managed to wake up on my own, but the time was already 8.45am.
I was jerk up by my handphone message.
I open my eyes the first thing i see is the time. 8.45am SHARP.
No miss calls at all. The message reads, " you wake up already? "
HELL, I feel abit nasty already since it seem so purposely to me.

Ya, she did apologise, but all her messages already makes me burn.
she's just adding more fire to the flame.
my house to school take me approximately 1 and a half hour.
And she ask me

" are you coming? "
" you want to come? only less than 10ppl nw"

Asking the obvious. so i asked her
"you know how long it takes for me to reach school anot?!"
her reply also very cute lahs,
"If u want to come, u have to go yrself. we r now otw there. so3 sorry..."
Thanks lors.
I am so foolish to have rely on her.
Regretted but too late. I really very speechless on her.
Dont know what should I said to her.
So i just text her " I am not going already liao. I go emo, dont talk to me."

vomit blood sia, I dunno if she did it on purpose or she's just merely "forgetful"
I just don't understand, why she can make it to school on time,
and she can give me a message on time at 8.45am SHARP,
but why can't she at least give me a call when she wake up since she told me she fell asleep.
IT'S NOT A VALID EXCUSE.
My brain now filled with so many question marks ????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I think I can totally give up on her already.
Despite those advices I told her for another thing.
hais. Now my gastric very pain already.
Stop saying about it liao. I was just a Fool.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER SERIOUSLY?! ARGH!
Depend on ourselves is the best way.
people tend to play ur trusts. So I am gonna forgive her for this.
Bur still I don't wish to see her face.

Morning!

2009-11-07T06:47:00.003+08:00

Good Morning World (:

Posting some photos today since my blog's empty with photos.
Actually these photos can be found in my facebook.
Due to my laziness, i am only gonna post a few. hehehe.
And Unless you're my facebook friends, you can't view.

Bad Quality but still cute. haha.

Cover up, Cover up wad? you guess? ;D

HOHOHO! SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO SMILE THIS WAY,
& I LOVE IT =D

A better quality

Black Black pictures.

Mahesh!!

ok, that's all. I am tired already.
it's 7.40am now, and i am so hungry.

I had Mac For my dinner yesterday, and I ate nothing before that D:
Starving to Death.
Dance Concert, Packed like sardines. As in before we got in.

okays, i am gonna end this post already.
I had so many stuffs to blog on. But I am so lazy D:
so do it another day, which eventually won't happen :x

Love is my fantasy

2009-11-04T02:55:00.002+08:00

Love is when i think of you.
Love is when I am telling you sarang hae.
There's only one. One Love (:
From the beginning, till it's ending.
From where we're standing, till we're falling.

I know you didn't see through anything.
That's why I can only stay there quietly, and leave quietly.

How long will it take, for everything to be pay off? or to let it be gone?
For at least, i know that I am letting nature take it's course (:

At least there's something that I'm awaiting.
And I can be sentimental at all times,
but i am a bubbly and cheerful person okays. so no worries for me (:
It makes me a better healer if you need me.

):

2009-10-15T01:43:00.007+08:00

Lee Min Ho will be dropping by Singapore for Etude House promo trip on 24th October.
You can check out more details on his trip schedule as below:

24/10/2009 (Sat)
12:30pm: Arrives Singapore (via Singapore Airlines from Taipei)
2:30pm: Press Conference @ Raffles Hotel
4:00pm: Special Appearance as Shop Manager @ Etude House
(Plaza Singapura outlet)
5:00pm: “Etude House Party” @ St James Power Station Movida
(Closed-door private event for 50 VIPs & 100 fans)

25/10/2009 (Sun)
Lee Min Ho will be taking his free time to browse around Singapore and will leave Singapore for Korea at night.

* to get the Etude House Party tickets, purchase at least $10/$15 worth of products at Etude House and stand to win a chance to get the tickets! I heard we can get a poster too i think.
not very sure about this hmmms.

hais, not a sure win ticket eh D:
purchase $15 still need to scratch the coupon. lucky then can win the ticket ):
sad liao. no mood sleep liao. haish.

haha, so funny.

LMH laughed so much because a fan gave him paper for sign with picture of her dog holding a steering wheel. So MH laughed and laughed with his bodyguard Mr. Il Gook Song. XD

hoho hehe haha gees

2009-10-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

I had norton virus package from mdm Lim yesterday. ok it's free. hoho.

Today mdm lim dismissed us at 4.45pm. since when she's so nice to dismiss us so early.haha.
our lesson was from 12pm-5pm and i reached there at 12.05 i guess.
Boon Leng everyday said,"" woah, miracle you're so early today""
I think his life will have many more miracles. haha!
and they said miracle cause nelson today wore uniform. lmao!
These 3 days i am not late for lesson . hoo~ good student right. xD
Don't think that after few weeks i will slack again hor, no no. maintain.

after lesson sat at canteen with a group of my classmates.
this is the first time i am really interacting.
it should be since 3pm we are slacking together till 4pm then
went back to class for another 45min of lessons and we slacked at canteen again.
we have same topics ;D we have common INTEREST! OMG~ whatever~

and and and LEE MINHO COMING SINGAPORE THIS OCTOBER?!!
LEE MINHO REALLY COMING SINGAPORE EH. OMG! OMG! OMG!
LEE MINHO COMING SINGAPORE LEHS~
I HAVE BEEN WAITING! RAHHHHHHHH!
I AM GETTING EXCITED. HOOOOOOOOooO~
he so handsome, so cute, so addictive. when we talked about him just now,
i just can't seem to shut my mouth :x i wish i could talked to him :x
i know i very hua chi. lols~ but whatever lahs. talk about my idol my eyes will *GRINGRIN*
HOHOHOOHO Lee minho♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

ok chill down :x I just bought a pc mic. finally. yeah.
i can use msn calls. muahahaha!!

final reminder to myself, i must be a good student, go school on time.
whether by Cab, Mrt or Bus. not later than 15minutes.
I must be attentive in class.
whether playing facebook, surfing net or chatting in msn while teacher is teaching.
hehehehe.
Must learn from every lessons and not just let it slipped through without understanding.
Yeah, and i am managing it quite ok for now, because it's only 3rd day of school.
Master Photoshop and Video editing and Flash, and whatever regarding multimedia.
Understand and Master on Programming.
And so I can get prepared for the exams. to push my total GPA HIGHER.

MrHo said Communication Networking easier than DPA.
so I should be able to get at least GPA 3^ for this sub. But, I hate frequency. -.-
I hate physic! but why do i score better in physic than in chemistry D: ?
when i used to like chemistry more. But after all, Science still is my nightmare. @.@

i said all those is not saying for fun, this last sem, i really have to work hard.
And I should do so. because i have no one in my class anymore.
Feel so lonely. luckily my timetable I am quite satisfied.
At least I can have my breaks with anna they all.
Our dismissal time is quite different but sometimes I do wait for them till 5.

today really chatted too long in canteen, ended up reaching home alr going 9pm.
and my back is getting better already, should be recovering very soon.
thanks to my dad's massaging yesterday. (:

alright i am gonna test my mic awhile then take my shower at 10.45pm,
so i could sleep at 11-11.30pm as tomorrow's lesson is at 8am.
So i have to wake up at 6am. muahaha, good girl is lidat one lahs. ROFL!

YONG SIN!
ALWAYS BULLY ME.
NEXT TIME I REALLY PASTE SHIT ON YOUR FACE!
today he damn bad de lehs. complain complain.

Yesterday night he found out I spammed him in facebook :x
He said want delete me in facebook D: I dare him and he said [you think I don't dare meh]
morning when i am in bus, i told him the bus got shit smell very smelly.
Then he said, confirm is i stepped onto shit / maybe i sat on a seat got shit -.-!
I said I paste shit on his face and he dare me to go ahead D: still LOLS! SOMEMORE.
When i am in school, he knew i sprained my spinal and he ask me why never take MC,
I said i good student no need mc, and he said, ya ya. Good student. Puke . D:
Then lastly he said I not efficient D: cuz of the car thing D: T_____________T

See lahs, he keep bully me. D: D: D: hmp!

today took cab go school 2days since school opens. haha. that's me -.-
ok finish updating already.
* I ain't emo ok. si pang pang! I am becoming cheerful and bubbly again ok.

从学校到家里，太远了吧！
唉！命真苦

~OMG~

2009-10-11T05:51:00.003+08:00

I AM VERY TIRED!
tired! tired! TIRED! TIRED! TIRED!

TIRED!!!

I started to have double vision, it's making me HEADACHE.

anyway, shouldn't have went out last night.
last day of clubbing before nightmare begins.
didnt wished to break my current routine.

But, fact is I went out. duh.
All I can said is that, I freaking don't like going butterfactory -_-
extreme boredom is all i could use.
In the end, we sat at the singapore river for like.... 1 hour, before we left.

First time reached home at 4am from clubs..
waste my cab fares also for a bored night.
I can actually sleep sweetly and soundly at my darling bed. hais~

gonna get a new pair of shoe later, long day ahead.
see how i am gonna die already. 6am and still awake.
this is so freak! wasted my 7hours sleeping hours is damn regretting! T___T

Changing Of Plan

2009-10-04T02:40:00.003+08:00

Today should be going club,
but instead I spent my whole day at home.
I thought I could spent my time sleeping not remembering anything,
but now I am fully awake. And I couldn't fall back asleep.
Plans changed. That's why somehow I am quite upset with that.

For Beef Ball,
You so bad, leaked out our secret.
but glad to see both of you together in the end.
I know you will take good care of her anyway, so I have no worries for that.

For Mutton Ball,
When I am not around or what, must take good care of yourself!
I know you like conferencing, but dont force yourself not to slp -.-"
in the end sleeping on the phone. that's a very bad habit you know.
and dont get too obsessed in amos ~_~ don't be like a szb alr. haha.
even when I have to leave or what,
there's definitely another person that you can share your thoughts with
in the future. So don't get too upset.
There will be too many people you'll be meeting in the future.
So, time will erased one part of it, or lighten it.
This time is the time I can start everything afresh you know.
If I can, I will wish to forget everything. (:

For Halal Fish Ball,
I know I always make you sad, intentionally.
but I dont want to make you feel more hurt in the end.
Cause I've always know what I am doing, that's why.
some things i am very certain with it.
Don't upset or what already. You'll definitely meet someone
who like you as much as you do (:

For Bao-er,
Take good care of yourself uh,
dont eat too much chocolates xD and fall sick again. haha.
have enough sleep, mai keep chionging audi. so unhealthy.

For friends,
I love you all <3

ok. My stomach is suffering now. it's been 2 days already.
I guess for now I would be awake till the next night already.

Disenchanted

2009-10-02T11:20:00.003+08:00

results out yesterday morning.
not good. :\ 3C and 1B.

thank you zhadan for helping me xD
Love you deep deep ;D

Hold it

2009-09-29T00:41:00.002+08:00

sometimes I wonder should i be glad that my close friends ain't clubbers.

I should be ranting but, I am not in a good mood now.
So just leave everything behind. Don't wish to look more into this matter.
even the mood is dragging me for ranting.

this year ahead is hard to find a friend who's real steady already.
everyone 's busy or either grounded or whatever .
So I shouldn't put them too right infront.
maybe some chill outs when they are free . hais.

that's all.
bye.